babychampion's

2010-12-12T20:41:00.002+08:00

it had been a while snce i last posted.
im busy with work during my holidays.
hahah,
so basically,
tht's th main reason why i dnt update much.
oh well.

since people had tumblr and left blogger,
im nt th outdated one, darlings.
tumblr is super crowded.
wht'd you expect?
TRENDS.
no kidding yo.

i didnt even go on tumblr.
no privacy anymore.
everyone knws abt you.
like since 'everyone' has one.
blogger is more peaceful nowadays.
look at my taggy,
empty and no recent tags.
hahah.
makes me bored but who cares?

im tired of everything.
hahahah,
wht i meant was,
exhaustion.

till here sayangs.
assalamualaikum. (:
senyum selalu.

SAYAAAAANGS!

2010-11-26T14:59:00.002+08:00

Hello sayaaaaangs.

sorry fr nt updating fr soooo long.
im nt on my lappy though.
it's my sister's.
hush,
tk mo blg.
nnt i knr sembelih da susah tau.
heh.

it's beeen like two months since my last update.
but yea,
time is going too fast.
toop toop,
da dpt results exams.
overall results gereeeek.
ALHAMDULILLAH wa SYUKR LILLAH.
this proves that everybody can do it.
it's just a matter of choice.(:
chey,
syazana bual mcm paham.
hahahahaha.

ktrg da holidays pun skrg.
insyaAllah,
i'll be working strting frm nxt wk.
well,
im excited but not at all eager.
im scared like rabbits.
LOL.

holidays mcm byk membuang masa.
kadangkala mcm nk kuar beli makanan,
tpi tkt gemuuuk.
kalau sekolah,
at least oke jugaak.
ni tk,
bilr sch,
mintak holidays.
bilr da cuti,
mintak sekolah.
tk faham uh diri ni kadang-kadang.

akan tetapi,
berat badan da naik pun.
kes makan byk sgt maggi.
heh.
susah la holidays tk dr makanan pt umah.
skrg pulak,
ngidam potato chips.
SUSAH BENO~

RINDU UH SEMUA KAWAN KAWAN PT SEKOLAH.
tawa riang,
tk la kesunyian mcm ni.
hahahah.
sunyi tau kt rumah kalau dua beradik jr.
satu g sekolah,
lgk satu terperap pt rumah.
teruk sey.

uhm,
syazana try update lgk k?
assalamualaikum.(:
senyum sentiasa okeeee?

2010-09-05T07:27:00.002+08:00

grr,
i have been having a very hard time blogging nowadays.
now th sept holidays are finally here.
so basically,
it's time to update.
and i need a thorough clean up of this bloggy.
and also,
i've been thinking of opening a new blog.
so yea,
im still thinking abt it though.

iftar was great.
i only took pictures during th day.
th preps.
i was busy with eating and praying at night.
so i kindda messed up.
hahaha.

k tht's all now.
it's so near to Eid.
i dnt have th spirit to celebrate.
hahahah,
i d k why.

2010-07-29T21:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY XANDER DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
to my dearest bias,
addictive and my obsession.
Happy Birthday!

2010-07-25T20:16:00.002+08:00

dusty dusty bloggy!~

helloooo fellow readers.

my feelings are worth to be cheated on right?

oh lol,

thank you fr forgetting abt me.

i waited fr a frigging 48 mins.

look wht i've becooome.

you're happy, arent you?

im happy and im glad to have a blog which people does nt knw abt.
im happy tht i can pour every single thing here.
im happy tht i still have you, bby.
i love you my bloggy!(:
*chuuuu*

weeks and weeks had gone by.
im sorry fr nt updating.
and having this new post,
too emo fr you people to read.
im sorry.
gomenasai!~

i've checked out TEEN TOP alrd.
uh-huh.
now i do realise that i like weird looking guys.
Alexander oppa, Junhyung oppa, Seungho oppa.
and now,
Niel oppa!
*faints*

this week is gonna be a huge humongous busy week,
with Geog pop quiz and memorization.
nyeh.
Alhamdulillah, im coping well with pressures right now.
im happy with it.

im doneeee!~

loves,
-syazanaaaaaa!

2010-07-03T18:12:00.002+08:00

hellooooo!~

th frst week of school ended just like tht,
though it was fast,
i can feel th heat alrd.
CA2.
hah.

i gt th SL investiture todaaaay,
it was merged with th Haflah.
overall,
i was nervous.
until i heard someone screaming at my ear,
i felt like laughing.

i skipped amaths because i was so tired.
and sleeeepy.
so sleeeepy like a hog.
i decided to skip amaths.
went home and tried to sleeeep,
unfortunately,
my eyes refused to close.
tsk.

im still so sleeepy like a hog.
but im holding on.
waiting fr my txt message to come.
hah,
im so bored.
and as days go by,
i knw,
my blog's super boring like whaaaaat!
hahaha.

it rained just now.
so heavily.
nice oneeeeee.
alhamdulillah.

heh.

loveeeeees,
-syazanaaaaaa!~

KARMA hits you bad.

sorry,

2010-06-30T19:01:00.002+08:00

WHEN IM ON THE BED LYING HELPLESSLY,
WITH AN AIR TANK BESIDE ME,
WHEN IM DEPENDING ON SMETHING ELSE TO MAKE ME LIVE,
WILL YOU BE THERE?

-only th true ones will. *sighs*

frst day of schoool.

2010-06-28T19:56:00.002+08:00

hello readers!~

i had school today.
it's th first day of school and i was all excited.
despite bringing my heavy books.

i have an aim on th new semester.
lessen my computer usage.
prioritise my studies.
at least,
i will not flunk my exams insyaAllah.

i was fasting though i was energetic all day long,
Alhamdulillah,
i didnt feel weak at all.

when i was abt to head home frm school,
i just realised tht i frgot to bring my wallet home.
so i had to run back to school.
i cant imagine with th scorching sun,
i thought i'll faint half way through th "torture".
i just regard it as taqdeer.
hahahahaha.

im revising my yaasin now.
i almost frgot th second last page of it.
i feel th guilt.
yes, i do.
hah.

oke,
i wanna continue with my revision.

much loveeeeeees,
-syazanaaaaaa!

hmphh. holidays are ending soon.

2010-06-22T13:35:00.002+08:00

hellooooo readers!~

i wanna make baked pastaaaa.
im craving fr it.
uhm,
insyaAllah,
i will be making it tmr.

so basically,
im thinking of going to omni theatre alone tmr.
i wanna watch th beavers thingy.
but then,
i was kindda lazy to do so.
i badly wanna go.
i just dnt want my laziness to take control.
heh.

hanna went to th ukiss fansign.
and also th showcase.
jealous! >.<
but then,
i was lucky enough not to go,
save money fr future.
im gonna be a doctor when i grow up.
*show superman pose*

though i didnt have much fun during th holidays,
but i secretly wish it could be longer.
it's ending soon.
*cries*

i just couldnt wait to meet my friends.
i miss them.
especially th girls.
who would want to miss th boys?
k lol.
im being like a sexist.
but nah,
i aint one.

im waiting fr my food to get down to my stomach.
then i can take my nap.
my head is getting heavier day by day.
hah.
uhm...
i wanna stop now.
see ya guys soon!

much loveeeees;
syazanaaaaa!

2010-06-18T09:50:00.003+08:00

hellooooooo!~

tht is alexander frm ukiss.
i have a crush on him.
shh.
dnt tell anyone oke?

before i frget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAAY MUMMY!
she's alrd 50 yrs old.
whoa,
so old.
hahahahah.

anw,
im taking a break frm studying.
so basically,
tmr is th test.
im nt even half ready.
but i dnt feel th rush exactly,
just LOGARITHMS.
haiya tht one,
one naughty kid.

heard abt dearest Yoko frm singapore zoo?
yeaa,
one lucky komodo dragon.
Yoko is so cuuuuute!
when i was watching th news yest,
Yoko was there,
getting treatment.
she gt hurt when laying eggs.
she's getting the Vacuum Assisted Closure (VAC)
-source: MSN news.
heh.

im doooone.
much loveeeees,
-syazanaaaaa!

pissed.~

2010-06-13T15:32:00.002+08:00

hellooooo!~

im so pissed with asiasoft right now.
i mean where's my acash yo!
it's nt in th maple acct.
but the balance in my asiasoft is 20,000.
fr goodness sake.
i needth cash.

so basically,
there's Yuhua Day tdyyyy.
i had fun.
i mean at frst it was supr boring.
but when it comes to game part,
it turns out to be cool.
and it attracts my attention.
hahahahah.

i went home so weakly.
like a noob.
hahahahha,
kidding.

oh yeaa,
i took pictos you knw,
but then,
i wont post uh.
it's so eew eww yucks.
hahahaha.
quality rabak nk mati uh.

oops,
i dnt have any idea now.

much loveeeees,
-syazanaaaaaa!

im so sleeeepyyyy! =.="

2010-06-12T11:42:00.002+08:00

hello readers,

im here again fr another post.
although you, you and you guys knw tht im such a boring girl.
but wht to do?
this is my lifeee.
so buzz off to who you're calling me boring.
(psst, i myself called myself boring. wht to do?)

anw,
it's been such a longlong time since i posted any pictures into my blog.
why?
because im so so lazy to take pictures of myself.
plus i hate having fun alone and others look and gve me such... awkward looks.
hahahha,
embarrassing, super embarrassing.
WHAT I LITERALLY MEANT WAS:
WHO IS SYARIFAH SYAZANATUL AISYAH WHEN SHE DOESNT EVEN MAINTAIN HER COOLNESS?
oops,
i accidentally press the caps lock button.
k lame. (=.=")

I BADLY WANNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!
aft looking at my masterpiece of th sec3 blog,
i want one fr myselffffff!
hmph,
but then,
hanna asked me to design her a blogskin.
awe~
it's gonna take long this way.

i gt sick and tired and sick and tired of my blogskin alrd.
tsk.
i want a colourful one.
with birds and rainbows and stuffs.
guess i have to dream on.

GSS is finally on,
oke tht's so long ago.
im in th mood fr sme shopping.
you'll never knw if there's a 50% sale here and there.
and i'll be drooling over such stuffs.
hahahah.
and yea,
im in need of baju alrd.

i have amaths todaaaay.
and i think im gonna take pictos aft i siap.
hahhaah.
then i post it smewhere.
i studied 12 hrs fr amaths tdy.
thinking th test is tdy.
BUT THEN!
it's nxt wk.
how stupid can i ever be?
hahahhaah.

im doneee fr now.

much loveeeeeees,
-syazanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

updaaaaaaates!

2010-06-08T13:27:00.003+08:00

hellooooooo!~

im strting on the Sec3's blogskin tonight.
because im digging time fr my sister's project too.
so maybe,
i shall strt tonight!
*round of applause*

so i think,
it's gonna be my own codes la.
because th codes there are rather kecoh.
but i try working on tht codes frst.
or maybe,
i try searching fr other codes.
nyeh.
im so fickle minded.

hahahah.
so im previewing th blogskin on my own blog frst.
i literally mean not this blog,
because i so love this blogskin.
so i'll make a blogskin tester using my supposed-to-be private blog.
i'll unprivate it and i'll put th link of th blog in th Sec3 blog.
and anyone can preview it.
i'll try making it user friendly.

WHAT IS USER FRIENDLY?

User friendly literally means it fit in both Internet Explorer and Mozilla.
I dnt knw abt Google Chrome because im not using it.
Sorry to those who are using Google Chrome.

WHEN AM I GONNA DO THE CODINGS?

The codings will be done when i have done the pictures and background.
This gonna take abt 2-3 days.
Dont worry.
I'll take the best amongst all.

HOW LONG DOES THE CODINGS TAKE?

The codings will take abt 2-3 days too.
Since, it's gonna be user friendly,
it's taking me longer.

HOW MANY PICTURES DO I NEED?

I'm gonna take abt 2 pictures frm each class;
seeing if it fits.
The number will depend on how perfect the pictures are.
I'll take equally.

WHAT COLOUR WILL I USE?

I'm gonna take brightbright colours.
Maybe,
the colour of the rainbow will do.
the ROYGBIV.

oke,
that's fr the FAQs.
thank yooou.(:

-syazanaaaaa!(;

2010-06-06T10:23:00.003+08:00

hellooooooo!~

i've been longing to blog since forever.
but being so fickle minded,
i kept on changing my mind.
so before my mind gets messed up,
i'd better blog before smething i hate happens.

holidaaaaays much~

im so bored during th holidays.
you kn w those feelings you get when you're schooling,
like "when are th holidays coming?"
but when you're having yr loooooong holidays,
like th semestral vacation or smething,
you will get a whole different feelings,
like "when is school reopening?"
so in a student mind,
like me,
those thoughts will be spinning ard my head like crazy.

iPod Touch muchhhhhh!~

so since i got good results,
goood.
i mean it's just good oke?
back to th sentence;
since i got good results,
i demanded Umi and Abi fr an iPod.
i was actly demanding fr iPod Classic.
it's like 160gb fr $388.
but you knw,
it's mre expensive.
so i chose iPod Touch.

Blogskin fr SEC3 Blog.

it's gonna take long.
since i'll be using Hanna's lappyyy.
soryy fr th wait oke.

im done.

2010-05-25T08:28:00.003+08:00

hello.

syarifah syazanatul aisyah tidak ke sekolah hari ini.
sebab,
i dapat yg lebih teruk dari demam,
which is...
MIGRAINES.

sebenarnya,
memang da niat uh hari ni tk nk datang.
da blg Ummi ngn Abi sumr,
ingtkan tk sakit uh.
mcm nk hoorah hoorah,
skali bangun kol 2 lebih tdi pgi,
kepala mcm knr electrocuted.
punyr la sakit.
hanya Allah sahaja yg tau.

abh da migraine tu kan,
manr leh under th Sun.
nnt pengsan kang,
da satu lagi hal.
so decision fixed,
blg Abi,
i migraine.
Abi kata Ok.

so basically,
bgn pagi,
kacau kakak tgh tido.
cmpk hp dier yg bunyi alarm tu kat bantal kepala dier.
masih tk dgr.
i yg tgh sakit kepala ni,
nk tidooo.
tpi alarm clock tu mcm tk disentuh puuun!
mcm nak nangis uh.

terus jalan g bilik Ummi.
tgk ummi da bgn ke belum.
abh i tnyr Ummi uh,
"Ummi gi keje taaak?"
abh Ummi katr,
"tak nak!"
so i was like...
o...keeeee...
hahahah.

tpi tdi ummi bru pekik pt i.
"aisyah, ano pintu. ummi nk g keje."
then i was like,
reaction priceless tau seriously.
jadi tolong ummi ano pintu,
terus masuk bilik hentam katil sekejap.

nk plan nk uat apa hari ini.
jdi nmpak sah la,
kebanyakan masa i dihabiskan utk tidooo.
sebab migraine kan mcm tk leh pikir gtu,
jdi tido,
tenangkan fikiran.

fikiran i tk leh tenang tau.
takut sangat fail english nyr overall.
da parents knr turun.
tk sanggup sey mk bpk turun.
because i was like predicting smething like A and B only.
skali dpt english kalau E mcm manr kan.
da kelakar gilr tergolek golek sey.
tpi doa kan aisyah eh,
Pass english.
at least C6.
ugh.
seram nyaaaa.
esk report booook!

ngntuuuuk uh.
nk tido balik uh.
gooodbyeeeeee.

2010-05-18T09:31:00.002+08:00

heyy,
it's one of th marking days today.
so basically,
orgorg yg duduk exams deserve a rest uh.
im going out today.
in ard 5 mins time.
so this is gonna be a short post.

IM CRAVING FR MCGRIDDLES IN MCDONALDS!

2010-05-04T11:45:00.001+08:00

YO!

BE PATIENT WITH ME, PLEAASE.

I HAVE EXAMS GOING ON.

SO, MY BLOG'S ON HIBERNATION.

BE BAAAACK BY NXT WEEEEK.

ADIOS~

ORAL EXAMINATIONS are officially done yo!(:

2010-04-23T20:31:00.005+08:00

dear blog,

smewhere within me is hurting.

hurting because of wht's gonna happen.

with time passing too fast,

i need moral support to pull me through.

hello readers.
im over and done with my orals.
frm english to quran to malay then to arabic.
i'll probably flunk arabic though.
my head was super empty.
i couldnt think.
though i've planned everything abt th conversation.
then,
it's just waste.
im telling you,
wht a waste.
my mind was blank.
i have to think of new words.
pissed off.

nxt week marks th week of Paper 1s.
i'll have to score fr ARABIC.
fr goodness sake,
if i were to neglect arabic this time,
this marks th end of me.
cheeeeeyyy!
so yea.
SCORE SCORE SCORE.

i planned to mug geog tonight.
but it's alrd 8 45 pm.
so im like stuck in between of mugging and resting.
so i dnt knw which to do.
pathetically.

tmr,
there's schooool.
and when there's schoool,
it means super tired day fr syarifah syazanatul aisyah.
which is inclusive of Amaths class and P1 entrance exams.
i'll be helping out.
i hope daddy gives me mre than $15 this time.
or else,
i'll die.
hahaha.
joke much.

im so tired.
everything in my eyes is all beds.
different kinds of beds.
but i wish i have a water bed.
it looks comfortable.
but is it fragile?
if it is,
then frgeddit.

it has been raining in th night since i dnt knw when.
so i have been having th most comfortable-est-est sleep ever.
which is equivalent to thunderstorms, lightnings and those loudloud cracking.
it just freaks me out smetimes.

i got th msg of th acid rain thingy.
is it fr real?
then i wont go out frm my crib till 29th.
can?
i dnt want th acid rain to tear my skin.
oh Allah,
help me.

im done.
right?
k whtevr.
im sleeeeepy.

You Are My Sunshine,

2010-04-14T20:01:00.007+08:00

dear blog,

smehow im panicking.

it's near.

IT IS NEAR.

and im not ready.

hello glass and roses.
k tht sounds random.

yo,
quran oral is in less than 48 hours.
and all i can think of is...
PANIC.
oh Allah,
guide me thorugh the exams.

when it comes to think abt it,
i didnt knw tht there'll be an Arabic oral fr mid year
until my sitting partner told me abt it.
it's next weeek.
23 APRIL 2010.
and i'll be more panic like as if there's no tmr.
i knew abt it on monday.
hello!
i mean seriously MONDAY.
i thought arabic oral is for End Year?
oke lol,
syarifah portek.

so basically,
my English oral was fine.
woooooots~
im happy.
im super happy.
when the oral's gone,
i'll be more happier.
which will be replaced by another word which is...
RELIEVED.
but,
malay's gonna be hard.
im super scared it's gonna be like 'isu-isu semasa' kindda question.
i'll die on th spot i tell you.
haha.

oh,
my row switched places with th boys.
which is equivalent to a place near th shelf.
and im at th corner.
which means
the lights, fans and th door are on me.
pity th little syarifah syazanatul aisyah.

i've been annoying my row by singing songs.
singing too much classic songs.
like You Are My Sunshine and Never Be Replaced.
im dedicating these songs to them!
*bows*
hahaha.

oke,
im done.
good byeeeee.

you are my sunshine. [volcano by my side in class]

2010-04-11T17:56:00.004+08:00

dear blog,

tell me,

im just paranoid abt my whole nightmare.

tell me,

it's not gonna happen.

tell me to get my mind out of it.

hello beautiful people.

i got diarrhea todaay.
i kept on ~~pooping~~ everytime.
how sad can my life ever be.
i just hate th way it feels when having diarrhea.
it hurts in every single way.
like fr example,
the stomach.
it just feels like exploding.
like a volcano eruption or smething.

anw,
im supeeeer sorry fr nt updating yesterday.
even when i promised to.
i was super tired yest.
i just felt like dying.
besides that,
reaching home at 8:30 was a drag.
i mean seriously.
on th other hand,
i got LEETEUK's name tag you knw.

tmr will be th start of th oral examinations.
can you imagine tht?
time does flyyyy!
and im super scared eventhough my frst languages period is on tuesday.
i just feel like it's th end of th world.
gotta strt revising now.
if not,
it's gonna be a drag.
and every single thing will strt going haywire.

uhm,
wht more?
my quran oral's on friday.
less than 6 days.
da strt gelabah da.
but yeaa,
im revising tonight.
yaasin kan.
so yea uh.

uhm,
tht's all?
yeaa,
k byeeee darlings.

2010-04-10T09:25:00.002+08:00

dear blog,
i had a nightmare last night.
im so scared today.
im afraid tht this gonna dragged in th future.
oh Allah,
please dont let this happen.
AMIN!

so hello readers,
gooood morning.

i shouldnt be updating now.
because maybe i got more to update later.
yesterday,
i was thinking of updating the blog at night.
but then,
my lappy is so tempting to make me blog early in th morning.

im hungry right now,
with my stomach grumbling like an elephant's tummy.
not the adult elephant,
but th baby elephant.

later today,
i'll be going to my amaths class as per normal.
and im such a lazy girl to go.
furthermore,
it's raining in Jurong.
sounds so fun to be playing in the rain.
staying indoors will be better though.

last wednesday,
i was chased by two gigantic dogs when i was omw to Chinese Garden mrt.
i dropped my big bird.
how sad.
it's now missing.
i just felt like crying when i lost it.
in fact,
i just bought big bird's replacement yesterday.
instead of buying th same thing,
i bought TOM.
haha.

i will update more later darlings,
goooodbye.

2010-04-04T16:03:00.002+08:00

baby is in th cage sleeping with their mummy.
th daddy got separated again.
aww,
how sad.
but we made th two meet.

hello fellow readers.
i've been going ard frm twitter to facebook then to my favourite blog.
hah.
and this holiday's bad.
i mean seriously rabak you knw.
i got a total of 6 hmewrks to do.
and this excludes.
i repeat EXCLUDES,
physics.
*sighs*
busy weeek kan.

i wanna go nowwww.
gdbye.

mukhayyam!(:

2010-03-27T15:19:00.002+08:00

ten minutes ago,
i open this web browser to type smething.
but faceboook caught my eye.

so hello readers.
im so tired.
plus sleeeepy.
but mukhayyam was oke.
except fr th sleeeping part.
it turned out to be super horrible.
it's too squeeezy and cold.
how am i supposed to sleep when im half frozen?

so,
went home and start to unpack.
and my bed which loooked so tempting with my bolster in th middle.
i threw myself onto th bed and strt to txt people.
random stuffs.
stupid stuffs.
syarifah should probably get a life.

th nxt thing i knw,
it was alrd 12pm.
i was super lazy to wake up.
i slept back again.
th time ticked.
1 pm passed.
then it was 2pm.
haiya, syarifah,
so drama uh.

i woke up at 2pm.
disturb same people but only one replied.
i woke tht person up.
how evil.

tht one person told me abt th ace-learning homework we have.
pathetically,
i straightly took my lappy,
and did it.
I GOT A QUESTION!

WHO IN THE WORLD DID MATHS WHEN THEY'RE HALF AWAKE?

ANS: SYARIFAH SYAZANATUL AISYAH BINTE SYED ABDUL AZIZ ALQUDCY.

so basically,
tdy is just abt sleeeping and how sleeepy i am now.
a gazillion drops of eye mo are alrd in my eyes.

k byebye.

two different things. (:

2010-03-21T10:43:00.004+08:00

two different songs by SUPER JUNIOR.
i love LEETEUK!
hah.

the original version and the ballad version.
both are so good though.

ORIGINAL VERSION!

SORRY SORRY!

and now.

THE BALLAD VERSION!

also known as SORRY SORRY ANSWER!

wht's th difference?
th meanings.
which is also equivalent to LYRICS.
since it's in korean kaaan,
i'll post th translation and th romanji.

SORRY SORRY – SUPER JUNIOR
Chorus:

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega munjuh
Nehgae nehgae nehgae bbajuh bbajuh bbajuh party baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Noonee booshuh booshuh booshuh
Soomee makhyuh makhyuh makhyuh
Naega micheo micheo baby

Baraboneun noonbit sokeh
Noonbit sokkeh naneun machi
Naneun micheo mwuheh holin nom
Eejen busuhnajido mothae
Guluhohneun nuheh moseup
Nuheh moseup nuhnen machi
Nae shimjangeul balbgo watnabwah
Eejen busuhnajido mothae

Uhdeel gana dangdanghageh
Ootneun nuhneun maeryukjuk
Chakhan yeoja ilshikeeran
Saenggakdeuleun bopyunjuk
Dohdohageh guhchim ubgae
Jungmahl nuhneun hwansangjuk
Dohleekeel soo ubseulmankeum
Naegae bbajuh buhryuseo

Repeat Chorus

Hey girl girl girl girl girl girl girl
Noonmanddeumyun ni saenggak Hey girl
Janakkehnah sashil nuh hana bakeh ahnboyuh
Mahlhaebwah ni mameh naega
Mahlhaebwah jari jabatneunji
Mahlhaejo naegeh mahlhaejo
Naneun babo babo babo

Joobyun saramdeuleun malhhae
Naega nuhmoo jukgeukjuk
Ee saesahngeh geurun saram
Uhdee handooleenyahgo
Geuguhl molla geunyuhl molla
Shigihamyuh haneun mahl
Naegae boorupdamyun geugun
Geudaedeulee geeneun guh

Repeat Chorus
Let’s dance dance dance dance (x3)

Hey eejen geuman naegae wahjooleh
Jungmahl michil gutman gatah yeah
Nan neoman saranghago shippo
Juhldeh dashi hanoon pahl saenggak ubseo hey

Aeineerakiboda chingookateun
Naega dwehgo shippeo
Neoeh modeun gomin seulpeum
Hahmkkeh ganjeekhagopa
Dashi ubseul mankeum mankeum
Nuhruhl nuhmoo saranghae
Naega bahran saram niga baro geu
that that that girl

Repeat Chorus

Credit : shappirepearls.com

Translation :

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I I I first
For you for you for you I fell
fell fell fallen baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Eyes are blinding blinding blinding
Breathe is stifled stifled stifled
I’m going crazy crazy baby

[Siwon] Inside the glaze that stares back at me
Inside the glaze it’s as if I’m
As if I’m a guy bewitched bye something
I can’t even escape it now

[Kyuhyun] The way you look when you walk over
The way you look it’s as if
You came and stepped on my heart on the way
I can’t even escape it now

[Ryeowook] Wherever you go you confidently
Smile, your attractiveness

[Sungmin] A rare beauty and a good girl
Universally thought of

[Ryeowook] Proudly, without stopping
You’re really like a fantasy

[Sungmin] So much that people can’t change their mind about it
I’ve fallen for you

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I I I first
For you for you for you I fell
fell fell fallen baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Eyes are blinding blinding blinding
Breathe is stifled stifled stifled
I’m going crazy crazy baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda
I’ve fallen baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

[Donghae] Hey girl gir gir gir gir gir girl i
When I open my eyes I think of you Hey girl
Asleep or awake, the truth is I can only see you

[Kangin] Tell me in your heart I
Tell me did I get a spot
Tell me tell me please
I’m stupid stupid stupid

[Ryeowook] People in my surroundings tell me
I’m too aggressive

[Sungmin] In this world that sort of person
Not as though there are only one or two of them

[Ryeowook] You don’t know you don’t know her
Words that they say in jealousy

[Sungmin] If you’re jealous of me
Then they are going to lose

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I I I first
For you for you for you I fell
fell fell fallen baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Eyes are blinding blinding blinding
Breathe is stifled stifled stifled
I’m going crazy crazy baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda
I’ve fallen baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
dance dance

[Yesung] Hey will you come to me now
I feel like going to really go crazy yeah

[Kyuhyun] I want to only love you
I will never think of looking at anyone else hey

[Heechul] Rather than a lover, a friend
Is what I’d rather like to be

All of your thoughts and sadness
I want to keep

[Ryeowook] As if as if you might not exist
I love you so much
The person that I expect is you
that that that girl

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I I I first
For you for you for you I fell
fell fell fallen baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Eyes are blinding blinding blinding
Breathe is stifled stifled stifled
I’m going crazy crazy baby

credits to http://moonlightunes.wordpress.com/2009/03/10/super-juniors-sorry-sorry-romanji-translated-lyrics/

now th answer.

SORRY SORRY ANSWER!

Hey~ Whoooahh whoah
I will love you tonight

michidorok neol wonhago isseo yeah
dan harurado neo eobsi an doeneun nan oh~ baby
I hold you in my arms ojik geu sarange simjangi ttwineun geol
nan jeomjeom sumi makhyeowa ireoda jukkesseo I want you baby

neomu neomu areumdawo ne moseube neogsi ppajyeobeorin na
ppajyeobeorin na
geujeo ne nunbiche saro japhyeo gogaejocha dollil sudo eomneun na
babo gateun na
gaseum teojyeo beoril geot gata neoui soneul jabeumyeon ne ipsure ip
matchum halttaemyeon
geunyeomani naege jooin ilsu itneun geol I’m a slave for you~

Sorry sorry sorry sorry naega naega naega meonjeo nege nege nege
ppajyeo ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
shawty shawty shawty shawty nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo sumi makhyeo
makhyeo makhyeo naega michyeo michyeo baby
Sorry sorry sorry sorry naega naega naega meonjeo nege nege nege
ppajyeo ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
shawty shawty shawty shawty nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo sumi makhyeo
makhyeo makhyeo naega michyeo michyeo baby
nan nan nananana nanana nana nanana nana nanana (lalalala)
nan nan nananana nanana nana nanana nana nanana nanana

haengbokhan baborado doen gibun neukkil su itgenni yeah
nal gajyeodo neon neon gwaenchanha geudaero sigani meomchwoseo
hanaui naigil wonhae

neomu neomu areumdawo ne moseube neogsi ppajyeobeorin na
ppajyeobeorin na
geujeo ne nunbiche saro japhyeo gogaejocha dollil sudo eomneun na
babo gateun na
gaseum teojyeo beoril geotgata neoui soneul jabeumyeon
ne~ ipsure ip matchundamyeon
geunyeomani naege jooin ilsu itneun geol I’m a slave for you~

Sorry sorry sorry sorry naega naega naega meonjeo nege nege nege
ppajyeo ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
shawty shawty shawty shawty nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo sumi makhyeo
makhyeo makhyeo naega michyeo michyeo baby
Sorry sorry sorry sorry naega naega naega meonjeo nege nege nege
ppajyeo ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
shawty shawty shawty shawty nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo sumi makhyeo
makhyeo makhyeo naega michyeo michyeo baby

sangsanghan su eobseo neoreul ilhneundaneun geot
nega eobsi saraganeun salmiran geot
isunganeun kieokhalkke maengsehalkke
neol cheoeumcheoreom baraboneun haebaraki boy

machi neonnareul guwonhake bonaejin geol
saranghaneun salmi naege heorakdwin geol
geudaemaneuro naneun chungbunhae finally you’re in my life

Sorry baby sorry baby neoman neoreul saranghaeseo mianhae
cheongmal mianhae
Shwaty baby shwaty baby geudaemaneul barabwaseo mianhae
cheongmal eojjeol suga eobtna bwa

Sorry sorry sorry sorry naega naega naega meonjeo nege nege nege
ppajyeo ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
shawty shawty shawty shawty nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo sumi makhyeo
makhyeo makhyeo naega michyeo michyeo baby
Sorry sorry sorry sorry naega naega naega meonjeo nege nege nege
ppajyeo ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
shawty shawty shawty shawty nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo sumi makhyeo
makhyeo makhyeo naega michyeo michyeo baby

Realize the heat, the lie
Baby, give me can’t deny
sori naeji malgo urin geujeo i gongganeul neukkyeo
gipi bbajyeodeuneun sarang jeunghuguneul neukkyeo
jeoldae byeonhajido malja heeojiji malja
naboda deo saranghae maleul haejuja
baek beondo man beonirado
On and on Precious love

nan nan nananana nanana nanana nana nanana (lalalala)
nan nan nananana nanana nana nanana nana nanana nanana

English Translation:

I want you like crazy
I can’t go a day without you, oh baby
I hold you in my arms
My heart still beats for that love
I’m suffocating more and more
I think I’ll die like this
I want you, baby

You’re so, so beautiful
I’m entranced by your appearance
I’m entranced
I’m captured by your gaze
I can’t turn my head around either
I’m a fool

My heart feels like it will burst
When I hold onto your hand and we kiss
Only that girl can be my owner
I’m a slave for you

*Sorry sorry sorry sorry
I I I first
Fell for you you you
Fell fell fell baby

Shawty shawty shawty shawty
My eyes are blinded, blinded, blinded
My breath is stifled, stifled, stifled
I’m going crazy, crazy, baby (x2)

Nan nan nananana nanana
Nanan nanana nanan nananna (lalalala)
Nan nan nananana nanana
Nanan nanana nanannananna nananna

Could you feel how i become a happy fool?
You'll be okay even if you're with me
I want time to stop so that it's only me.

You’re so, so beautiful
I’m entranced by your appearance
I’m entranced
I’m captured by your gaze
I can’t turn my head around either
I’m a fool

My heart feels like it will burst
When I hold onto your hand and we kiss
Only that girl can be my owner
I’m a slave for you

*Repeat

I can’t imagine losing you
A life I live without you
Living a life without you
A sunflower boy looking at you like the first time.

It’s as though you were sent to save me
A life where I could love was approved
I’m satisfied with just you
Finally you’re in my life

Sorry baby, sorry baby
For only loving you
Sorry, I’m really sorry
Shawty baby, shawty baby
I’m sorry for looking at you only
I guess I really can’t do anything about it

*Repeat

Realize the heat, the lie
Baby, give me can’t a lie
We don’t make a sound and we keep feeling this space
We feel the love syndrome that we’re falling deeply into
Let’s never change, let’s never break up
Let’s say we love each other more than ourselves
Even a hundred times, even ten thousand times on & on
Precious love

Nan nan nananana nanana
Nanan nanana nanan nananna (lalalala)
Nan nan nananana nanana
Nanan nanana nanannananna (lalalala)

credit to kimchi hana @ soompi.

whoa long post!

2010-03-16T19:37:00.003+08:00

yo,

wht's up with my keyboard maaaan?!

must i rally press the letter 'E' this hard.

ugh.

new lappy yet sickening keyboard.

tsk.

hello readers.

im just updatin you abt th beginning of th holidays.
mummy, daddy as well as Hanna are back frm hong kong yo.
yipeee,
souveneirs are everywhere.
frm stitch and his grlfriend to a beautiful locket.
and a winnie th poooh pen.
im so inlve with those.

so basically,
i feeel less lonely now.
i let out every feeeeelings tht i feel inside.
sadly,
i gt a hurting news tdy.
just too hurting to be true.
i hope this feeeling will pass soon enough.

yesterday,
i went out with th grls to do our amaths hmewrk.
which turned out too bad to be true,
we were there fr ALMOST TWO HRS.
and we finished 2 freaking questions.
only?
YES ONLYYYY!
pathetically.
hahah.

dinner+lunch= LJS.
sengaja la.
since mcd and kfc were th common ones in my tummy.
so we went LJS fr a change.
the one who served us was drop dead good looking.
hahah,
who cares anw.

and yeaaa,
did i ever tell you that SYARIFAH AZRINATUL NURULHANNA got into SHATEC?!
yes she succeeeeded.
alhamdulillah.

baby, you breaking my heart

baby, you hurting my heart

im done blogging yo peeeeps.

sayonara~

2010-03-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

ohh baby,
it's th 300th post!
niice.

my results are okeh,
yeeeps,
i maintain my percentage.
im nt that sad.
im not too happy.
but yea,
89.3% was a great one.
should've aimed higher.

so basically,
i syarifah syazanatul aisyah volunteered fr th tabung thingy today.
so it's nt volunteering,
but mre to menyibuk-ing.
hahah,
i got masjid mydin,
th masjid yg sekeliling dier terrace.
i tell you,
yaya and i were awed to see those bigbig BIG houses.
we were jealous.

pathetically JAKON!

tips were okeeeeeh.
alhamdulillah.
the surah waqi'ah did help.

k goodbye.

im sorry but our

friendship has limits.

2010-03-10T18:53:00.002+08:00

whoa,
mre than one mnth sey tk bukak this blog.
brhabuuux nya.
*tiup sana sini*

salam sejahtera para pembaca sekalian.
saya, syarifah syazanatul aisyah, ingin sekali untuk mempertajam bahasa ibunda saya iaitu BAHASA MELAYU.
terima kasih.
saya berhajat untuk memperluas bahasa baku saya untuk melatih diri untuk ujian lisan.
jikalau bukan sekarang, bila lagi?
______________________________________________________

back to th whole blogging thingy.
im nt gonna blogin malay, but im gonna speak in malay.
PERFECT MALAY.
even if i sound funny.

life has been packed lately.
with th maulidur rasul s.a.w.
and also those tests which bugged me so bad.
i feel like crying though.
but yea,
my results are bad.
i mean super bad.
im gonna buck up.
i seriously have to.
if not,
it's th end.

LIFE IS A MATTER OF CHOICE,

THE CHOICE IS YOURS.

i must make th right choice.
since JC's my aim fr th nxt step,
i must overcome every laziness.
no mattter how hard.
so yea,
enough said alrd.

im tired.
im seriously bored.
with mummy, daddy and even sister in hong kong,
i have nobody to let out my feelings to.
so im alone again.
just like th story i wrote.

money cnt buy happiness,
yes tht's wht they say.
i too experienced th same,
daddy gave me $50 fr my allowance fr th whole wk.
but im still lonely,
im nt happy at home.
i feel like as if i wanna be at sch,
hanging out with friends.
but school's ended alrd.
so im now having my lappy and my hp fr cmpany.
i wanna call.
but smething's stopping me frm doing it.
i wanna talk to smeone,
i just need company.

oh syarifah wht's with th emo post?
hahah,
whtevr.

2010-02-03T19:15:00.002+08:00

im on my sister's lappy,
im using it without her knowing.
hah,
even if she knows,
she wouldnt care.
it's nt like im hurting her lappy right.

hello everybodyyyy!
i got a pimple on my forehead.
hah.
so...
i think i have not been washing my face with cleanser since... so longggg.
whtever it is,
s3 life is pressurising.
with aiming fr the best,
getting homeworks and must be done.
must be okeee with everythingg.
if not,
getting to a higher lvl is a vry slim chance.
nyehahaha.

im used to having homeworks and things to be revised back.
it's cool with me now.
season ehh.
hah.
yeeeep,
although it's a vry tough route,
i'll reach th destination soon.
wish me luccckk k.
and and,
make doa fr me.

byebye.
tc everyone.

xoxo.

2010-01-22T19:00:00.001+08:00

heyyyyy.
at last,
the blogskin's done.
it took me weeks uh.
but this would do in the mean time.

hello readers.

i thought the blog's probably be dead by now.
but still,
it's alive.
so i thought,
it would be best if i blog today.
in order to celebrate the new blogskin.
hah.
tk dr kejeeeeee.

since i posted smething up alrd,
i wanna go now.
byee.(:

sleepyhead on the loose?

2010-01-12T20:47:00.002+08:00

yoooooo~

12 01 2010.

im 15 yrs and 1 day old alrd.
who cares.
i'll be th same syarifah syazanatul aisyah.
cuuuute right.
k whtevr la.

im making a new skin now.
which appeared to be being such a disastrous process suddenly.
i frgt which code is fr which.
so im gonna get back to square one.
heh.
just a lil practice back and
ta-daaaa.
im okeh with it alrd.

schoool had been nice.
and also my disastrous birthday.
although it was,
i still love it though.
it's just.. smething different.
like sme kind of a surprise.
and yes,
thnks to Farhana, Asyiqin and cuppaboo fr pressies.
appreciate like whaat.
hah.
i still want an electronic fan.
the portable one.
who wants to buy fr me?
hah.
kidding.

maths was banded.
quite uneasy with my place in class.
but short will be short.
hah.
it's near to the window.
but too near tht you cnt have fresh air.
and see th whiteboard.
but i have the carrot eyes.
thankful to Allah fr my sharp eyesight.
hah.

mummy bought fr me jigsaw.
cool?
yeaa.
1000 pieces with th frame.
disney sme more.
hah.
best.

i wanna go sleep now.

randomflakes.

2010-01-08T17:14:00.002+08:00

2010~
hope it'll be a better year than 2009 uh.

talking abt new yr,
people were all thinking abt their resolutions.
as fr me,
im with my old old resolution.
wht is it?
stop biting my nails.

yeeeps,
it has been past 10 yrs since i started bitng my nails.
it was super addictive.
like smoking.
th only diff was,
i didnt smoke.
i dnt even have th urge to smoke.
still, will nvr evr smoke one la.
hah.

th 3rd singapore idol is sezairi.
those people on th net were still talking abt it.
fr me,
citr lamr.
yg sudah tu sudah la.
hah.

so basically.
im so lazy to update this blog and i just have this urge to delete it.
but look,
smebody wnt let me do it.
sad right?
i knw.

im always with my hp now.
waiting fr anyone to sms me.
which appeared no one txted me.
now,
my unlimited sms service just go to waste.
tsk.

i still remember when my phone was crowded with people's txts.
and how i had to stop them frm txting me.
now,
they really stopped uh!
whoa.

anyway,
now korean are like trends.
like those times when japanese are the trends?
whoooo~
i have nothing to say abt it.
but still no offence.
love korea because you love them,
not because it's a trend or... smething.

oh yea,
the blogskin.
who would love it?
nobody.
im sick and tired of this skin alrd.
but i need adobe to make it.
ugh,
sick uh. sick!

s3 would be th challenging year.
with th STE fr s4
then GCE 'O' levels fr s5.
now,
who would've imagine.
i studied.
hahahah,
syarifah is too lazy.
but suddenly,
i studied.
hahahah.

tht's all?
yeaa,
tht's all.
ty peeeeeps.

xoxo.

SABAH TRIP TMR!

2009-12-25T17:14:00.002+08:00

im going to sabah tmr.
uhm,
cant wait much.
hah.
so i have smething to tell 2 people here.
even if they would read this blog uh kan,
i dnt really mind.
hahah.

here goes!

To: Siti Amirah

im gonna change my blogskin soon. no worries. hah, a lil lazy and lack of ideas fr new skins nowadays. so sorry babe.(:

To: Cuppaboo.

i dnt even think you would read this uh. bt if you do, whoa, it's a miracle. you dnt really read blogs kaaan. nyehahah.

i miss you, and will make you miss me too fr nt cntcting you fr almost a week. likelike how you made me wait fr you and dnt even have the urge to tell me. it almost killed me taaaau. anw, have fun during yr holdays while im nt in singapore. coz when im back, im gonna bug you to play games with me. nyehahaha. have fun while you can, boo.

okeh,
gdbyeee everyone!

2009-12-11T19:01:00.002+08:00

shoooots~
my blogskin's all crooked.
omigosshhhh.
time fr template editing baby!

hah,
hello people frm saturn.

holidays are coming to an end soooon.
this is also equivalent to bad and good news.
goood because i miss somebody and i gotta meet them.
baaad because im gonna miss home.

andand,
omgoshh,
i missed my yaasin memorization!
oh my oh my syarifah,
slaaaaaaack much.
hah,
two mre weeks, grl.
c'mon.
stuuuudyyy!

oh and yeaaa,
my phone's super lonely.
so anyone?
txt txt me okeeeh.
i sure layaaan one.
no worries.
oh yeaa,
bad timing fr free unlimited sms la woi.
hah.

my maple's downloading.
since last few yrs.
LOL.
i think im gonna die anytime frm now.
eh,
not really.
probably in coma fr a few month or years or decades.

i supeeer need to change my blogskin la.
looooks so horrible now.
yep,
jelaaaaak nk tgk.
but i need photoshop or smething like that.
and im gonna make it simple but sweeeeet like...
ME!
my blog's all abt ME!
nyehahahah.
kk,
so last hundred yrs.

dnt you think this post is sooo randoooooom!
well,
if you dnt,
i think it is.
i talk craps this time round.
cant believe it.
impromptu much.

my nails are getting worse day by day,
minute by minute,
seconds by seconds.
oh my nails are going to disappear like whaaaaaat?
like nuts without shells.
oh *sighs*

eh,
i still type like previous POSTS.
i didnt change much when my comp broke down.
nice.
so im still your babyCHAMPION!
hah,
k lol.

i wanna go now baby!
byeeeeeee.

-i miss youuuu!

xoxo.

2009-12-08T10:29:00.002+08:00

omg,
this is bad.
unupdated bloggy.

hello korg.

was in hiatus fr a veryveryvery long period of time.
and now im back.
daddy bought a new lappy,
so apr lagi,
seraaaaaaang uh.
best ke pe.

so at the mean time,
i was at home rotting.
during th hols.
nothing to do.
i was thinking of doing part-time,
unfortunately,
i was nt searching fr a job.
but i was searching fr boooks.
how bad can tht be.

k uh,
better go now.
heh,
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-10-23T06:18:00.000+08:00

"it hurts so much
when he means everything to you
but you mean nothing to him"

hello korg.

my cmp broke dwn so im blogging with my phone.
rabaak or what.
skrg tgh otw g sch,
tpi who cares.
hah,

anw,
wnt be updating bloggy fr a vry lng time.
EXAAAAAAMS sia.
tk kn nk abaikan kan!
hah,
IM ON HIATUS.

k byeeee.

tctc.
xoxo.

oraaaaaaal dah habis la.

2009-10-16T16:47:00.002+08:00

whoa,
lamr tk update eh,
twitter pun mcm da basi kat ini blog.
kesiaaan dier bushoook.
heh.
i'll touch up a bit on tht soon.

im finally happy because im done with my orals taau.
heh,
yep, i can have a peace of my mind to go study fr my written.
which is a gooood sign.
and yes,
im satisfied with whtevr i've done with my orals.
eventhough i screwed arabic oral.
*tunjuk muka tk senonoh*
did kindda bad on tht,
how could i nt memorise the shakl?
haha, whtevr.

im in the mooood of shopping uh skrg,
tpi postpone dulu,
cumr cardigans kt imm adr offer!
tkt offer dier habis.
dari $27 jadi $17,
fuh,
pantang i nampak bndr gini.
cnfrm adr la nafsu nak beli.
tpi tahan tahan.
ada faedaaaah.

so basically,
im in the mooood to buy lenses, shoes and yep, cardigans.
but but, the lenses could wait y'knw.
nt really impt.
coz it's gonna be my FIRST time buying it,
itu pun because mummy encouraged.
tpi my eyes are alrdy beautiful,
fr whaaat?
i thank ALLAH for gving me these two beautiful eyes uh.
there's no need to waste my money on lenses.
yep,
you'll see me with the same dark brown eyes everywhere i go.
hahahah.

okeh okeh,
enough of shopping.
i knw it's vry rare fr me to talk abt wht girls love.
but it's getting colder here.
let's warm it up, people.

alquran oral was okeh,
but i gt a feeling wht my invigilator said was impromptu.
hah,
wht's with "syarifah, kekasih ustazah."?
which kindda made me more nervous than i was.
sad aye?
alhamdulillah, i dpt answer sumr.
BEST!

terus balik,
tpi sebelum tu,
adk wan asked who's shimah, whom i told him she liked him.
and i answered uh,
skali dier tnyr bendr yg paling tk perluuuuuu!
"ni kak syarifah eh?"
sungguh mintak byebye.
hah,
so i just nodded la.
i knw im popular.
asaaaal?
jealous?
hah, k cut the craps, fah!

so,
monday and tuesday i went home late.
wht time?
reached home at eight.
amciaaaam?!
latest sey in uniform lagk.
just fr the sake of F1 car's preps.
which made me damn tired and migraines attack on the thursday.
i swear,
it was super painful.
till i cried.
like apr sey,
where'd those tears come frm?!
hah,
i cant close my eyes, i cant hear properly.
everything was eerieeeeee!
hahah,
serious,
i tk bedek.
ingtkan nk mati kot.
tpi belum lagk la.
hah

im hungry,
but tk dr makanan.
hah,
kesiaaaan i.
apa kan nasib kuuu ini?
haha,
k stopping here now.
gd byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

tctc.

xoxo.

wooooo~ aku masih sayang...konon!

2009-10-07T18:43:00.002+08:00

arabic oraaaaaal in less than 48 hrs la oi!
hah,
im nt reaaady,
but im ready fr quraaan oral.
which is nxt week.
and it's super pathetic,
but i lve being earlyy.

heh.

hello para pembaca sekalian.
assalamualaikum.
JAWAB!

okeh,
i had fun just nw.
we had this talk on CNB,
hah,
tk begitu pay attention.
i was busy reading the ppt,
but i was vry aware abt the whole thingy la,
nampak sah.
eventhough i wasnt listening much.
amcm?
hah,
yep,
talk abt drugs and stuffs.

the caning was fearful.
the fine was seraaam,
mahaal glr.
hah,
so actually,
th drugs dulu adalah medicine tau,
tk sangkr kan org salah gunr.

but before tht,
i meaaan waaaay before tht,
i had 5 hrs of senggugut.
my hip was super pain,
i just felt like crying,
tpi bilr pikir duer kali,
buang air mata jr.
buat bodoh suaa.
heeee.

everybody,
YES, IM SULKING.
nt to you people,
but ... (i wanna type th name, tpi nnt fitnah pula)
i was super pissed la kan,
pasal semalam.
i was just saying tht the person yg birthday falls on th 11th nature ske imagine and dramatic.
tpi dier katr im nt imaginative.
frst thing's frst,
why must I show my imagination to people when people would just say im childish kan.
tpi si laki ni,
dier adr katr syarifah act cute.
oi,
manr leh terima sey.

so th whole day,
i sulked.
i dnt even think he knew i was sulking.
BOYS,
egocentric katr kan.
i didnt smile at him,
and told his friend to tell him tht i hate him.
amcm?
hah.

but i didnt mean it tht way,
i still befriend him tau.
well,
wht can i ever say,
he's close and why must i make him my enemy kan.
he didnt notice la,
nampaaak saah sgt.

heh.

during zohor prayers,
i was sitting there talking to hajar abt this guy we call bangla.
cute kan ktorg.
hah.
tpi he's nt th real bangla tau.
ktorg respect bangla yg sebetulnyr.
seriouuuus.
WELL,
we were talking abt him being such a jerk.
hah,
tukar pmpn mcm salin baju taaau.
im lucky im nt one of them la.
tht's why i follow th people yg dari hati.
(:
itu pun da susaah,
so im like waiting smpi da cukup umuur.
im still playful,
acted 4 yrs younger.
im feeel so... immature tau.
hee.
but step by step nanti boleh mature jgk.
xD

semalam,
nampak org tuu,
gilr nyr tinggi.
tk sangkr.
or am i shrinking?
oh,
whtevr la.
like i care.

enough fr the update.
update mre abt exams soon la.
byeeeee.

xoxo.

2009-10-03T17:56:00.002+08:00

oooh,
finally an update kaan?

amcm rayaa sumr?
collection cnfrm gereeek habis.
but nt fr me uh.
tk gi byk rumaah,
hanna nk 'o's kan,
jadi syarifah knr gve way.
heeee.

nanti bilr syarifah o lvl pulaak,
dier yg knr gve way kt syarifah.
heh,
dier tk leh dpt duit collection lgk.
aiming fr polyy katr kan.

nanti nk knr g perjumpaan hari raya kat bukit panjang.
rasr mcm tk nk pegi.
tpi knr pegi jgk.
WAJIB WAJIB WAJIIIIB!

exaaams nk dkt.
fridaay da arabic oraal,
seraaam nyr tk trkatr la.
heee.
ustaz belum bgi sumr the questions yg would be asked.
abh mcm manr nk get ready?
kesiaaan kan gni.
i boring tau kalau gni ajr.

so basically,
adr this teadrens' day kt sch.
last last fridy.
it's like teachers day cum childrens day cum hari raya celebration uh.
creative dorg cmbine jdi satu wrd.
cuuuute plak th wrd.

syarifah pki last yr nyr baju raya.
yg colour purple.
heee.
sumr org pki cantik yg outstanding gtu.
tpi syarifah mcm tk kuasr gtu.
dorg mcm adr udang di sebalik batu.
meaning dorg nk jalan raya,
syarifah knr balik teruuus.
hah.

overall gereeeek sgt.
walaupun celebration dier tk sebarape,
i still had fuuuun.
heh.

abh,
i left th grp i hung out with.
sorry, grls.
i dnt belong with yoou guys.
everytime im with you guys,
i feel awkward.
like im nt part of you guys.

so basically,
children's day holiday,
fah kuar ngn the RYC peeps.
best tu best uh,
tpi knr balik awal.
missed three houses uh.
rabaaak kan?
kalau fah dpt kuar smpi midnight tu,
fuh,
fah akan pergi punyaaa.
hah.

so pictos adr kt fb.
heh,
adr die nyr highlights tau.
highlight: ZUL NGN SYARIF TIDOOOO.
hah.
cuuuute sey.
ktorg amik gmbr rushing glr bilr dorg tido.
tkt dorg trbgn.
hah.

skrg,
fah nk g kuar.
hah.
so gooooodbye korg.(:

tc.

xoxo.

randooooom

2009-09-18T19:51:00.003+08:00

eh why is everybody private-ing their blog without inviting me?
so saaad,
now i have no blogs to bloghop how?
k uh,
tk pr.

kalau nk invite:
syazanatul@hotmail.com , okeh?

k goooood.
nampak sah tk dr org invite.
hahahha, k craps.

tgk tgk balik blog ni da mcm sunyi sgt.
tgk tagboard ajr the same tags everyday.
lols.

mcm manr nk promote ini blog?
tk pr, da nasib gni.
nanti syarifah private kan skali uh jdi terus sepi!

iftar this year mcm boleh tahan uh.
frst penat.
second atmosphere dier tk mcm suasana kampung mcm last year tau.
rindu plak irsyad yg kat Newton tu.
apr khabar la dier.
hah

jumpr ramai bdk RYC kt sanr.
whoaa,
penat dier semcm.
stgh maut pnyr penat.
i almost blacked out sey.
da blurr blurr sekeliling.
tpi alhamdulillah,
puasa tk batal uh.

balik ngn Nazurah, Nazeeha ngn the ryc guys la.
Nazeeha balik singapore.
pnyrla jambu!
hah,
sungguh tk penting.
eh jap,
PENTING LA!
cun melecun pnyr.
haha

so the ryc guys test test ckp y full name.
actly, dari luar SIH dorg da pglpgl.
oleh kerana kesungguhan mereka itu,
syarifah bg dorg namr samr ngn bapak nyr skali.
kan mcm pnjg gilr gtu. bg susaaah.
tpi dapat jgk dorg.
tsk.

dorg sumr,
except one,
I MEAN SUMER,
dengan zurah ngn zeeha sekali tau.
leaving me alone bilr the last one turun kat mrsiling.
hah,
skali bilr CCK knr alight uh,
apr tk hot!
da lmbt,
train buat hal la pulaaak!
HOT GILR UH!

dalam train,
jumpr shimah,
in th end, turun jurong east,
naik 334,
bpk tgu kt bus stop.
teka uh kol berapa.

smpi ajr,
da pukul 11:30pm.
rabaaaaak glr oi.
smpi rumah,
mandi la ofcs.
buat kejr nampak sah peluh mcm piggy kan.
tido ard 12:15am.
th nxt day sch!
bpk tk bgi absent lgk.
hah,
monday NOP nyr pasal,
mals nk g sch.
wasted uh,
tau tk absent.
hah

KHAMIS pulaak,
tk rmi dtg.
laki rmi uh,
pmpn stkt sepuluh gtu.
half of the grls gone!
hah,
th whole day tk blajr.
cumr last period hafal quran.
bilr science blajar translate hadith.
patutnyr itu blajar bilr hadith,
ini science.
hah,
irsyad sentiasr cute uh!

so hari ni,
bilr english tidoooo!
hah,
amik kesempatan uh.
sekali bangun kepala ringaaan ajr.
mcm adr semutsemut kt kepalaaa! as if tk rasr yg syarifah adr kepala!
so gi toilet sumr, cuci muka
then blg insyirah yg syarifah mcm tk dr kepala rasrnyr.
hah,
skali found out,
MATA LEBAM BABE!

hah

abh obvious! colour blue taaaau!
kuar tk ya pki celak da nampak mcm pki celak biru.
hah,
sakitttt.
mcm susah nk kelip mata.

hah,
sibuk nak raya,
sibuk nak lebam.
hah,
kelaaaaks uh!

so,
nk cakap,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI IN ADVANCE!
sebab esk syarifah tk blog,
sunday adr 2x drop event pt maple,
tk kuasr.
jadi syarifah ucap skrg ajr la.

so kalau SYARIFAH SYAZANATUL AISYAH BTE SYED ABDUL AZIZ ALQUDCY adr

buat korang marah
buat korang merajuk
buat korang sakit hati
buat korang sedih
buat korang ketawa trlampau byk
ngumpat pasal korg
termaki dalam bahasa syarifah sendiri
terpijak kaki korg
terlanggar korg
teramik bendr korg tanpa izin
marah korg tnpa sebab (PMS)
lepaskan geram pat korg
terjerit kt telinga korg
tak kisah pasal korg
tk tolong korg
cari gaduh dari korg (PMS again)
terejek korg
terkutuk korg

yang baik datang daripada ALLAH SWT, yang buruk datang dari syarifah sendiri.
ye la,
syarifah ni manr la sempurna.
korg tu pun tk sempurna,
jadi tk mo step sempurna k?

MAAFKAN SYARIFAH k?
insya allah.(:

xoxo.
salam aidilfitri!

besok kaaan, iftar tau. dataaaang la, i tolong hidang tau.

2009-09-15T19:12:00.003+08:00

heh,
hellooooooo manusia.

i miss updating the bloggy. heh, and yes, NOP was gerek plus cool. but we didnt get any sleeep.

yest, was tired and didnt go to school. heh, i gt migraines la. impossible fr me to go absent without any valid reasons kan.

im on mummy's lappy right now. the computer's out of order. devastating much. but i dnt really care at all because we have this wireless internet thingy here. so i can go mapling all day long on this computer. tpi kalau trdisconnected kan, tht's it uh.

heh.

my library card's gone missing. i dnt knw where. but i thought it was in my wallet coz da lamr tk kuar kan. heh. sedih kaaan. i neeeed to report uh. fr my own safety. nk blg org tu, i adr fine ngn dorg. devastated uh. pinjam buku pki shimah nyr lib crd. tsk.

aft school, i went to Bishan lib to search fr sme reading materials. and yes, I FOUNG DEAD IS SO LAST YEAR nyr buku. i was mre to overjoyed than happy. heh, but other than tht, i was thankful tht NUR HASHIMAH was there. teehee.

anw,
esk iftar, i tolong hidang. heh, baik kan i. hah, okeh wht's with the "i you"? aww, so cute.
kk, tk penting uh.

B, I RINDU YOOOOOOOU JUGAAAAK!
awwwwww, nureeeeeen, seriously, imy la oi.

kk, i wanna go nw.

xoxo.

the tale of the reboooted computer.(:

2009-09-11T11:08:00.003+08:00

hellooooo!

my comp was reboooted. nt even a single of us knw how. we couldnt be bothered to reboot the comp then who did it? tht question remains a mystery till now.

whtevr it is, i lost every documents in my computer alrd. including the pictures. ugh. wht's okeh to me was... i havent even done a single bit of my fiqh hw. or else, it would be deleted as well. nasib nasib. heh.

so i was supposed to go mapling right now but i didnt have the mood to do so. wan's not gonna join me and how am i gonna train without a party. tsk. nvm.

moving on, I AM ON TWITTER RIGHT NOW. but im new to it. heh, so c'mon people, TWEET! and follow me ofcs. heh, seriously, im nt following anybody nor anybody is following me. super noob kaaan.

yest, ichaa the rabbit peed and pooped under my bed. heh, hanna cleaned it up. it was super disgusting and ichaa's super an attention seeker kaan. kurang ajar buat gitu. we toilet trained her but i think she just needed our attention. hah, super nakaaaaaaal!

so todaaaay, im going to follow mummy and hanna to go shop fr the cake ingredients. told ya, we can just blink and there comes RAYA. which im so not excited about. so weird. haha.

and lensa ramadhan was humiliating. hah, they really shot me directly at my face. hah, kelakaaaarnyr. pai sey i. hah, whtevr.

so yeaaa,
im done fr nw.

xoxo.

RYC 2009 @ Syafaah.

2009-09-07T16:20:00.006+08:00

helloooo!

i gt home frm RYC at Syafaah alrd. since last night, obviously. my personal opinion: it's too short.
and i knw many others thought it was too.(:

i had fun. like seriously fun. there's dragonboat and obstacle race fr their outdoor activities. hah, had fun but i held onto my feeling to go poop. heh, there's no nearby toilet at the jurng lake. so i held onto my feeling of "poopiness" fr ard 3 hrs or so. i thought i was gonna be dead by the time we reached the masjid. heh. proved me wrong huh.

dragon boat was gereeek. sebab it's my first time experiencing it. we had our warming up and then our race between the group 3 and us. yep, sorry fr th late information, i was in group 4. pictos will be up at the end of this post. heh.

the obstacle race was okeh uh. we had this triangle thingy then sudoku. after that it was charade. i was the one at the baaaaack. so i was the one who's gonna define the answers yg kat depan. the last one was super duper susaah. i d k how to actually act out. it was KARANG GUNI or better knwn as Rag and Bone Man. it was a lucky tht people actually changed the actions so they actually knw how to answer. finished frst in the end.

heh, i had fun. i had my bath at the same time as zuraah sebab ktorg tk nk masuk itu toilet sebab toilet dier kaan nanti full gilr sey. so we had our bath when everybody's busy praying. padahal ktorg tk mandi lama sgt pun la.

soooo, we had our movie screening at night. i was watching when suddenly Hidayah asked me to go to the back so we could lie down. the only reason as because there wasnt much space bilr kt depan. so at the back, before i accidentally fell asleep, i txted wan talking craps. hah, maple tk habis habis. then i fell asleep and he txted to an empty phone! hahah. whtevr,

the next day was the muhasabah diri. and i was soo blurry because i was uber sleeeepy. and i took photos with zuraaah's camera. and i was uber bored uh tht time. kesiaaaan gtu kaan.

went home mcm lepas zohor gtu. and my group gt consolation prize. wht matters to me was I HOPE WE HAD FUN coz i did. hah.

pictos: i got a few, the rest are with zuraaaah.

xoxo.

confession? hah, lol. whtevr.

2009-08-29T10:41:00.001+08:00

hey(:

sometimes i gt this feeling, and this feeling is baaad. why?
sometimes im just afraid of being myself in public. why?
hello, im just being me,
and IM NOT ASHAMED of being the REAL me in public. to all the freaaaks out there, im not a FAKER get it?

GO AND DIE LAA, NO-LIFE FREAKS.

hello manusiaa,

im just letting it all go. so to the person who thinks im about to flirt with her boyfiee, she should seriously think again and again and again. im not a step forward with him. and dont knw who she is. or maybe who her boyfriend is. i dnt even knw where this grl gt my number frm. how am i supposed to knw when she's the one who texted me w/o telling me who her boy was. but anyway, the fight ended. without revealing who she is, she apologized and said maybe it was just her boy. to the girl, whom i think dnt knw me either, just be yourself, your boyfiee wont find a new girl. and next time, think frst befre txting me tht. gt me into real shock. lol. or maybe girl, YOU GOT THE WRONG NUMBER, i guess.

so anyway, friday was great. eventhough i was nt in the mood to wake up frm my beautiful sleeep because the night was so cozy. heh, three lessons for the day was all re-tests fr the one who needs them. like me, i neeed English re-test, and i think im gonna flunk it this time too. maybe, i need an English tuition. but tht just wasnt right. becaaaause, MY SISTER should be the one teaching me because her english was fantastic. i think she got her life to lead and her prelims were here. oh how great. i need insyirah right now. LOL.

xenon the hamsters babies, had all grown up. they were so cute till if they were to have cheeks, i would pinch them like stupid girl. there's 2 black, 1 white and 3 just like their mummy. heh, when xenon slept, her babies will sleep to. i would post pictures if i have the pictures with me. but i think, the white one was lonely, it just hangs ard with one of the lonely brown one. heh, but im glad they make friends with their siblings. heh. im nt giving them away though. they're just too cute, i cnt resist! heh. i love them.

hidup gereeeek gilr. heh, since yesterday was a friday, we went hme earlier. so the risk of me getting more weaker was at sight. but when wan approached me and asked me to go mapling, why not. so by them time i fought the monsters there, it was alrd time to break fast. heh, one day, if im not in the mood to sleep. maybe, it's better if i go mapling. lol.

WORDYYYYY POST HUH!
lol,
hope you dnt mind.

xoxo.

bad weeeek kaaan!

2009-08-27T21:30:00.003+08:00

ohh yaw peeeepos.

had a baad baad week this week. and guess wht, whenevr i told wan abt it, he said "be patient. rewards are awaiting you!" and i think tht's the quote fr the week. heh, tyty wan.

wht happened the whole week except friday because it has nt even arrive yet, hello! HAH, nvm, let's just begin the story.

Monday was bad because... i cant remember what happened. haha, yep, this whole post is gonna be about SHORT TERM MEMORY OF xenonlove. lol.

Tuesday was even clearer though. heh, i forgot my Qiraah book fr the day. how bad. i was lucky tht day, alhamdulillah, because Insyirah brought hers so i borrowed it frm her. it's weird. just too weird. because i would always bring my Qiraah book everyday except friday. hah, i left it at home after keeping it fr a gazillion days in the box. HAHA.

Wednesday,
i was walking to school alone. when i reached the carpark near the blocks of flats, i saw this FLAT lizard. i almost gt fits okeh, i cn hardly move. but i force to. i knw it sounded so ridiculous kan?! but hello! it's flat, it's upside down. imagine how it looks like. MAYBE DONT! it's way too disgusting sey! dang.

Thursday,
CASH! i seriously didnt take my allowance fr the day at mummy's room. so i brought an empty wallet to school with nothing but cards and a button. haha, and yes, i saw the flat lizard again. yet again, i was shock too! haha, despite seeing it fr the second time, i think i AM scared of lizards . i almost screaam loudly la. haha, lols.

i wanna end it here.
hah, I KNW SHORT POST KAAAN! haha

xoxo.

2009-08-23T09:09:00.003+08:00

im so in the moood to blog.
mummy's still sleeeping aft her sahur this mrning.
while hanna and xenonlove are up to see the miracles of the second day of ramadhan.

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.(:

first and foremost, HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS AROUND THE WORLD, across the universe too.

today, at 12pm, it's gonna be the moment of truth. *cries* it's like as if im in the court waiting fr the hearing of my case. only tht, it's not a case okeh. it's just smething tht involves nothing but MAPLE. hahah, suspense kaan?!

the frst night of terwih, i missed it. daddy's nt hme until im nt sure wht time. but the frst day of fasting, went so pefectly.(:

suddenly i think, im so bored, so i wanna stop typing k!

i dnt wanna care abt another guy,
i dnt wanna love another guy.
LOVE FREAKING HURTS kaaan.
plus, love is boring. =.="
no kidding.

xoxo.

DISTURBINGS, foreign presence.

2009-08-19T18:15:00.007+08:00

it's freaking 6:16 pm and im updating this blog because im done with my pathetic CA.
stupidly, i did badly fr English. damnit.
which is kindda funny and weird at the same time.

hello everyone.

my tagboard's back. exactly it's a new one because tht babycinta cnt be tracked by her IP addy. i think she's either using her friend's computer or a cybercafe's. hah, NOOB pnyr babycinta. step minah tk menjadi nampaaaak!

so frm now on, personal tings, please email and dnt tag. it might be humiliating at times. and why am i bragging abt a tagboard? NO POINT.

so basically, schoool's beeen so nice. and strted bck with a friendly conversation with Wan. how lame can tht ever be. we're close but it's just normal to see us not talking to each other often. correct whaaaat?!

just now was lame. especially when it's fiqh. the relieve teacher was gonna ask me a question, he read my name frm a piece of paper. so he said...

"syarifah syazanatul aisyah bte"
someone broke into the "bte" part.
so it's something llike this.
ustaz: syed
someone: ahmad
ustaz: abdul
someone: *silence*
ustaz: *i didnt knw wht he say*
someone: ___________. (so not my father's name!)

but wht can i ever do to just shut their freaking mouth up kaaan?! staple them maybe? omg, too cruel. im so not cruel sey. whtevr it is. this matter gt worse during Hadith.

ustazah: syarifah syazana.
someone: ____________.(so cruel eh they!)

and i gt highest in class. coool kaaan? like seriously, tauhid was easy peasy bt nt to boast ard so i just say it's nt really easy so i wont let the others down. so it's freaking 48 and a half. 1 and a half marks gone because... careless mistakes. =.="
who's syarifah without her careless mistakes?

this saturday's gonna be Ramadhan. heh, excited much. im so not looking frwrd fr eid this year because hanna's having her 'o's and nobody in the house gonna go far far away frm where we're staying. it hurts too much... i cnt breathe. whtevr.

i think im done. i gt science homewrk to do.
INSYA's DONE, HANDED IN with a GLEEFUL GRIN!(:

IM NOT JEALOUS JUST BECAUSE YOU KNW A LOT OF BOYS OKEH!

xoxo.

the addictors of MAPLESTORY now.

2009-08-17T19:14:00.004+08:00

weeeeekends were great, smetimes.
dnt you think so?
when you get to stay at home and rest after the whole weeek of doing work and studying.

lols.
hey peeeeople.

im into maple now. and i think falling inlove with a game is just so much better than falling inlove with human beings. coz when we fall inlove with human beings there's always this kidda of thing we call it in malay, RINTANGAN. hah, lols.

what mre now? mummy allowed me to play maple but NO msn allowed. omg, hard time isnt it, huh? wht evr it is, i'll move on. syarifah syazanatul aisyah move on fast than you expect uh kan. whtevr.

so CA just was okeh. at least, science was BAD like whaaaat?! smething interesting happened during the CA. what's up?

i noticed the front row people frm my row to the second last column was looking outside the window or maybe i thought they were. it's like there's something interesting out there that actually fascinated them and caught their attention. like whaaat, UFOs! i was giggling deep inside and tried not to blurt it out coz it's like an hour of silence(?).

so in my mind was all about UFOs. how lame can tht ever be. like the film star wars. so it was as if there's an invasion of aliens in braddell. which can never ever be true coz i dnt think they will only invade braddell but also JURONG. k i think i myself am freaking out.

anyway,
behind the UFO thingys, there's also something tht happen in th ladies. which almost scared me to death and realized it was just a friend of mine. nasib tk dr org. kalau adr tu, siap kau! hahaha, wht she did was, i wnt mention names coz we are MUSLIMAHs and there's no way fr me to let people knw who she is coz she, hereslf wear a tudung so it's gonna be bad if i were to go post her name anyhow. bck to the story, wht she did was put her hair infront and scared me when i was abt to get out of the cubicle which made me let out my silent scream and pulled her hair.

guess wht she said to mst grls.
"adr org tu nampak pontianak tarik rambut pontianak tu"
begitu tidak munasabah! dibangkang oleh syarifah syazanatul aisyah seratus peratus.

then last period was tafsir. shimah and i went dwn to photocopy my bk as she lost hers. HAH. then when we went up, i secretly put my bk by the window where the boys are sitting. then we went to the toilet. did a prank on syqn. guess wht? she knew it was us and told ustaz all abt it.

she kept on bragging her "ustaaaaz...ustaaaaz... shimah amik ez-link sayr!" hidayah sided syqn whereas me sided shimah. fair and square. she asked us to actually let her check our pockets. just imagine how i would react if someone touches my thighs kaaaan! so i let myself let out all the things in my pockets and stick out the pockets.

and she went on bragging and moaning and whining but ustaz nvr entertain her. seriously, at tht vry time she was the most annoying-est creature on EARTH!

wan threw tantrum at me by phone tdy. just because he cnt go any faster fr recess anymre.
BOYS! whtevr uh.

and i lvled up 5 times in maple in a day. but i only have two picsies abt it. and dear prtnr STORM.

please click the picto fr higher quality. =.="

xoxo.

SEROJA- LASKAR PELANGI! xp

2009-08-14T19:10:00.003+08:00

Mari menyusun seroja
Bunga Seroja ah..ah..
Hiasan sanggul remaja
Puteri remaja ah..ah..

Rupa yang elok
Di manja jangan dimanja ah..ah..
Pujalah ia saja
Oh sekadar saja

(korus)
Mengapa kau bermenung
Oh adik berhati binggung
Mengapa kau bermenung
Oh adik berhati binggung
Janganlah engkau percaya
Dengan asmara (heh, i agree!)
Janganlah engkau percaya
Dengan asmara

(korus2)
Sekarang bukan bermenung
Zaman bermenung
Sekarang bukan bermenung
Zaman bermenung

Mari bersama oh adik
Memetik bunga
Mari bersama oh adik
Memetik bunga

(Repeat Chorus 2x)
Mari menyusun seroja
Bunga seroja ah.. ah..
Hiasan sanggul remaja
Puteri remaja

red one cherry cherry boom boom pow official disco ball is wht the bead is called. xp

2009-08-13T19:19:00.006+08:00

so hey everyone.
im here agaaaaain.

lol! aft mins of fake tears, i finally gt to use this computer fr the day. nt really the whole day but tonight. but still, i have malay CA2 tmr. so, revisions are strongly advised!(:

so days passed so quickly, tears turns into smile. smile turns into laughters and laughters turns into CRAZINESS. thanks to my oh-so disappearing voice that lasted the whole week. it sounded worst than a chipmunk. mre worse than a babboon searching for it's babies. it would just disappear just when i was about to scream. HAH, yep my tonsils were swollen.

but thanks be to Allah fr gving me another chance to use my original voice again despite of the horrible coughs in between of them. ALHAMDULILLAH.

i gt my voice back just now. this mrning. at least i have the voice to have the rights fr my speech rather than listening to the rants of not-so interesting thoughts of people. yep, especially when people cant stop ranting abt boys. i, myself have feelings fr boys coz im seriously NOT a homo or wht they'd say lesbos. but i controlled it until... i couldnt control it anymore.

just imagine SYARIFAH SYAZANATUL AISYAH gt to meet up with her favourite singer, Didicazli. kenapa tidak aku menjerit? lols. and gt into her silent screams and ta-daaa, you gt the full package of 'xenonLOVE INLOVE DOLL' series. HAH, jkjk. mind me. im typing whtevr thats on my mind, ya see.

suddenly, today, i gt to take the MRT train tht's heading to marina bay which means that i dnt even neeeed extra energy to alight frm the train at raffles. like gerek ka paaa?! i mean, at last, i gt the nerves to take tht train again. furthermre, went school, same cabin or whtevr you called tht stuff with BLACK DIAMOND. like seriously, i wanna smile but i couldnt find the effort to do so. HAHAHA, it's freaking 6:30 and i was still in my dreamland mode, peeeeps! hahaha.

alighted at braddell and off i saw dydee. went school with her and then i was in the verge of death. c'mon, it's seriously nt my fault okeh! there's a car and when dydee and me walked in frnt of the car, the driver brake. and then, guess wht, i walked and then she HONKED me. i was like shooooting vulgarities inside uh. impossible fr me to blurt it out, darlings. but why nt, if it was unintentionable, we can never be sure right!

CA2 was okeh so faaar. heeee~ it's not easy, alright! at least, i can answer those stuffs. hah, heck care, let bygones be bygones! hahahah!

so im like talking craps right now, i think... before people get asleeep in frnt of the cmputer, i'd better stop right here. end it up with a photo hunny bunnies!(:

why does the quality look so suck-ish?

xoxo.

2009-08-08T11:44:00.002+08:00

hey peeeepos!

BLGSKIN CHANGED!
this is fun. i mean, i gt the hands on the cmputer fr just a pathetic blogskin.

We can blame nobody
The heart shuts itself to love.
Things get different,
And loving got painful.
-Strangers to Dust,
nurulHANNA(:

k byeeee!

xoxo.

HELLOHELLO!

2009-08-07T19:07:00.002+08:00

hey people!
im supposedly banned frm using the cmputer but nvm, just this lil while.

im updating abt the national day celebration tdy tht happened in schoooool.

nt tht fun BUT i think it's vry rare to see the s2b grls unite right! and then tht's the time when sec2b grls go all united! i so lve tht moment, and c'mon let tht happen again babes!

schoool was okeh. hahah, well, it's fun. eventhough sme bad things happened but im taking it as a lesson. cis, mcm faham gtu! i was nt expecting smiles this whole wk, and guess wht! it didnt happen. i was smiling all the way! mcm gereeek gtu. but hello, at times i was dwn. WHT'D YOU EXPECT?! the grls in th class, im saying ALL of them, made me smile though. hah, th week before, i wasnt in schoool. MC katr kaaaan!

GUESS WHAT! sedar tk sedar, da nk dkt CA2. it's gonna happen nxt weeek. hah, time flew so fast. monday will be a holiday while tuesday is the frst day fr CA2. and it will go on until nxt 2 wks. and yep, my project is due then too. STRESS KA PAAA?! nt really uh, im half prepared fr CA2. proud sey, syarifah!

xenon the hamster had 8 babies. it's two wks old alrd. seriously, time really flew so fast. the babies can actually go dwn the so-called 'staircase' after a wk+. they're so cuteee! i like it. mummy's gonna gve them away. i am gonna gve them away too. but, i pity xenon fr not seeing her babies anymore! awwww~

my craving fr COFFEE-BEAN is gone. hah, i bought it just nw at JP withOUT mummy knwing. haha. kirekan mcm *ehem *cabut gtu la! went with shimah as she thought of buying a dooor curtain fr her rooom, ended up buying donuts! hah, we went outside JP and there we sat, she eating her donut and me, drinking my White Choc ice-blended.

oh well, im changing my blogskin soooon! hah, yep, so soooon. just by the loook, i think i gt sick and tired of it. im gonna spend my time on my blogskin aft CA2.

heh!

anw, i was banned frm using MSN, HP and COMPUTER. so get over the late updates uh eh!

xoxo.

how am I suppose to knw?!

2009-07-27T09:04:00.002+08:00

hello fellow readers and bloghoppers
and whoever who came across this blog but nvr read the postings
reasons are because the posts are too boring.
i gt super bored reading them.
how bout you guys?

*coughs*
im on mc today. hehehe, my temperature was a freaking 40.5 degrees Celsius. stupid right? like seriously, i left home yesterday to go to the clinic and it was 39.0. how can it ever go 1.5 degrees higher. so i was super scared coz maybe it was H1N1 coz the dctr cnt confrm it either. i was so weak and my face looked burnt. yep, it's darker. HAHA, i knw you people wanted to knw how dark it would be.

i couldnt help but sit and lie down. it even feels wobbly even when i tend to balance them uh. i toook 3 panadols but the temperature was going haywire. i dnt knw, it was high then low and so on. it was super pathetic.

and why am i describing abt my sickness.

XENON THE HAMSTER HAS A BABY!!
but the father of the baby committed suicide when the cage fell down.
i dnt knw if the baby is still alive or nt.
coz we only put the foood fr xenon the hamster.
and didnt check on the baby, we were scared she might kill the baby.

so i think im done.
i dnt knw wht to post.
anw, my phone is spoilt.
pleaaaase bear with the slow message replies.(:
stupid hp.

byeeeeeeeeeeeee.

xoxo.

tralalalala!

2009-07-24T19:08:00.002+08:00

hello everyone.

heh, gt one spammer on my tagboard huh. hah, agreeeed by her? you're so having the wrng impressions.

whtevr it is, i did my scream-o tdy. to search fr my Ichaa. cnt believe it, she went into the balcony, under the plants. lucky she didnt fall dwn to th 1st floor. rabaaaak much. so i was screaming my heads off just too search fr her. and nw, im losing my voice.

i think im getting the flu. my nose's all watery and stuffs. and yes, it frightens me a lot. the latest death was a 13 year-old boy. condolences. so it's more to THREATENED by the word SWINE FLU or H1N1. just because of this, im nt allowed to go out with friends. NEVER allowed. how sad can this ever be. it's WORST.

so at sch tdy, i was th craziest grl on earth. during english, mdm showed us a video. i put my head on my table and i accidentally fell asleeep. even when mdm talked, i was sleeeping. now, i AM bad. then during lunch, syqn, shimah, yoyo and i blocked ustaz's way, figuring out how to make him trapped in frnt of us. but at last, he let go of himself. LOL. whtevr,

during cntct time, the two grls at the bck of the classroom kept on playing with their tudung. LOL, like rabaaaak like tht. HAHA, like wth. then i, who did nothing, gt my tdung pulled until my fringe can be seeeen. i was like hurrying into the toilet and took off my tudung immediately. HAHA, funny.

then aft sch, went mcd with the grls. then aftr tht, accompany shimah go outside entertainment. then ta-daaa, im hme, bathed, screamed!

k byeeeee.

to babycinta: sapr sakk kau?!

xoxo.

AKU BOREEEEED! gosh, apr sey!

2009-07-22T18:30:00.002+08:00

hello fellow readers.
and viewers.
welcome to news at 6:30pm.

dengar dengar kaaan, hari ini adr predicted tsunami. tpi alhamdulillah tiadr.(: dan alhamdulillah jugak sebab hujan setelah beberapa minggu tk hujan. cuaca yg panas terik telah membuat diriku penat dan lelah. aku telah berpuasa dari hari isnin sampai hari ini tetapi... HARI NI TK HABIS LA! rabaaaak uh, syarifah.

so basically, we gt this solar eclipse thingy today. yipeeee, and the nxt one will be in year 2130. dnt even think this blog will still be alive. coz by then i think it's just gonna be my next 2 generations. meaning my great grandchildren's time. so yeaaa... once in a lifetime thingy because this time would be the longest, i think. or was it the clearest. im nt tooo sure abt tht though.

so we had this 'solat gerhana' at the mosque. haha, big joke big joke. didnt expect tht to happen sebab i was at the front shaf. it's our frst time, so basically, dnt expect us to knw every single thing without confusion right! i slept during the khutbah. =.=" HAH, guess wht, i havent bathe yet. BIGGEST JOKE! roflmao.

skipped fiqh. the class was superduper noisy like nobody's business. oh maybe yes, it's nobody's business coz the teacher wasnt even there. so the whole period becomes a goood ole' free period fr sec 2 B. so meaaaning, sec 2 B had 4 freee periods fr the day. but the mrning period was filled with the Tilawah. heh, yep, i used the time to memorise surah muzzammil. HAH, cnt be any better huh.

so basically, classes were okeh uh.

tell you guys wht k...

NEVER MISUNDERSTOOOOD WHTEVR IM DOING OKEH! GET IT? DIER SENDIRI DISAGREE! TU UH KORG! KECIKKECIK DA PIKR PASAL KAWIN! bingit sey! lol, seriouslyy, jangaaaaaaaaan!

i've got no new photos of me, actually adr tpi ehem... inappropriate ajr. bluek! so i posted a picture of....

xoxo.

2009-07-19T11:44:00.002+08:00

hey everyone.
im currently on jamlegend right now.
but im on my sister's acc.

but im asking black diamond to go invite me to jamlegend frst.
HAH, addiction.

so basically,
yesterday was cancelled. mummy and daddy went to the wedding by themselves. HAH, i should've gone out with friends but at last, my friends cancelled the group study. and there i am alone at home like nobody business, mcm buat menyemak kat rumah gtu. hah, lol.

so basically, i was thinking abt creating a new pb and a new blogskin fr my blog. but seriously, i was thinking of just inviting grls into pb. maybe grls understand mre than boys. just dnt misunderstoood, guys. it's just a maybe.

woke up late this mrn. slept at 3 am. HAH, i just hang out with Hanna who played guitar and reading some blog tht made us laugh our ass off. HAH, i mean seriously. im not being rude or anything but c'mon, the blog's just tooo funny to read eventhough it's literally hidden though. and yep, their HIDEOUS and HILARIOUS. like "you gt to be kidding me" kind.

so whtever it is, im like super happy today. mummy's coooking mee siam today. excuse me, tht's nt wht im happy abt okeh. im happy because im so freee today. haha, but yeaa, im gonna mug like whoever business it will be. HAH, yep, promised myself nvr do last minute study ever ever again. or else im doooomed. chey mcm paham.

so i had enough of blogging now. i neeeed a drink like seriously, im thirsty like im gonna die in the nxt second minute. it's 12:09.

ending this at 12:10 .

byeeeee.
tke cre.

*dead*

If only time could just turn back,
rewind to the past,
skip the present,
and in to the future...

If only the word 'hurt' can be erased
and the cracks could be perfect once again.
I would not let myself; never ever get my heart break,
and let you be the one who suffer nxt.

Would I be the one who deserve
to be betrayed by you?
Can't you even realise
it's just too much fr me to bear?

How could you see those tears
falling from those eyes
without even having a single drop of sympathy
just who am I in your eyes?

If only 'sorrys' are easy to be said
can't i even believe it
you cant even mean it
so even your apologies wont make it all out.

If only this isnt a piece of paper,
I would just scream it all out
directly into your face
and notice the oh-so insolent eyes.

If only I dare to show the real me,
I would just do those,
yes, with thinking twice
but i can bear to see your innocent smile.

*COPYRIGTED*
-xenonLOVE

xoxo.

2009-07-17T19:13:00.002+08:00

*blink blink*
is it really friday?
time sure flies!
heh.

hello everyone on Earth.
how do you do?

lessons were fun these three days; wednesday, thurs and fri. i was fasting on thursday but i vomited a few hrs later near the drain. heh, i found nowhere to throw it all out la. so it's kindda bad coz i went hme with an empty stomach. how bad can tht ever be uh.

so today waaas... baaaad! somebody threw a black polka-dotted fake lizard and it landed directly on my lap. i screaaaamed so loud and i cried coz it was humiliating plus unexpected. my chest went all painful because i was super duper shocked and almost drop dead in front of the whole classroom. ALMOST. because i found difficulty in breathing aft tht. hahahaha, funny at the same time.

during English lesson, mdm let us watch this poetry video. and yes, i fell inlove with the whole entire poem after understanding it. heh. at frst, i was super blurr. like black diamond said. when mdm asked him wht he felt when reading it, his answer "blurr". i was laughing but i couldnt find my voice to laugh out loud. so actually, i was giggling. get it? HAH.

so basically, malay was okeh just now. gt grouped out and HAH, my grp has only one boy. pity or whaaaaat. but one boy just felt like a gazillion boys there. super rabaaaak! disturbing me with a boy? how worse can tht actually be! i think i should just taped his mouth and ask him to shut up. but nt my power to do so! HAHAH.

whtevr it is,
had fun the whole weeek. yep, im still sensing betrayals.
HAHAHAHA,
but im getting over it. heeeee~
and so this is a vid fr you guys to enjoy k.

k byeeee,
tke cre.

xoxo.

2009-07-14T21:05:00.003+08:00

heh,
hello fellow readers.

plenty of stuffs happen today. until i gt my right arm bruised. rabaaaak ka paaa?! tyty, shimah. you gt me this time huh. i tried to take revenge but unfortunately, my nails were super short because i bit them like nobody's business. now, the worst of the worst, i dnt have any weapon to attack her with. FUNNY.

so i've learnt a lesson today. wht? never fight, never disturb people when they didnt want to. then i should seriously mind my own bloody business. hmph! this is soo gonna be boring. heee~

anyway, lessons today was superb. not fantastic, yep not too over the superb. i failed my frst mission. of being a quiet grl. HAH, yep, it was fantastic becaaaause.... bestie and i kept on fighting like some cat and dog la. sometimes, i just pity him because i've beeen treating him like rubbish these days. except fr the previous post. hahah! =.="

andand, IM SENSING BETRAYAAAALS!

hah,
ty black diamond. wht a true bestie you are. heee~
and i knw, you wnt be reading this. =.="
you always frgt my blogg's url!
ihateyouuu! hahahah, jkjk.

today's QUOTE:
"When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there. "
~ Anonymous

to black diaaamond!
thnks fr being there fr me. i thought i'd lost hope of my friends. but i always knw, you'll be there; not really in person, though.(:

xoxo.

carnival @ SIH.

2009-07-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

IRSYAD'S CARNIVAL WAS A BLASSSST.
but i still miss the old irsyad at Winstedt.
it just doesnt feeeeel so free like the one there.
but still, i had fun.

HELLO!
unfortunately, i have no pics frm the carnival because i had no cam with me except fr my hp's camera. but it just feeel so wrong laa.

so basically, strted out with the opening ceremony, attended by the Mufti and other guests. sang the school song then something bad happened. HAH, dnt wanna talk abt it. the balloons frm lvl 3 flew off at the wrong cue because someone accidentally let go of her balloon and everybody just followed. HAH, i loooked at the sky. so blue, nt cloudy. plus the balloons made the sky seeems cuter. like something to do with dreamland.

moving on, yep, i gt a duty of taking care of the cookie making stall. the gingerbread cookies were gone a few hours aft tht. SO COOOOL. seriously.

then me and ummi went ard the carnival and again and again! hahaha, yep, it was fun. watched the Irsyadee, Muadz and Hafiz Hamidun performed on stage with her. glad i didnt missed it though.

i think tht's all!
hahah, im toooo tired to type much.

Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. "Pooh!" he whispered. "Yes, Piglet?" "Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw. "I just wanted to be sure of you."
~A.A. Milne

Dear Black Dia,
you have always be the best fr me.
the one who would read through my rants.
who would listen to me even when im annoying.
and yes, tht's the reason why im still calling you a diamond.
you may not realize yr true skills.
but maybe, you had the skills of a true friend.
you read through my mind rightly.
you knw when im feeling down.
you knw everything; each and everything about me.
but do you knw you're lack of confidence?
this is the right time fr me to help you, best friend.
trust yr skills.
believe in them.
and then you'll succeed.
but why did you say yr skills were hated?
doesnt it just feeels wrong?
i knw, you knw yr skills.
but you're nt showing tht you knw them.
you keeep them low.
must you be this way, Black Dia?
i dnt wanna see sad msges in my inbox anymore.
you're truly nt a faker.
nor you are a loser.
but you are the best friend i've evr met in my whole life.
the one who shared the same meaning of life.

xenonlove.

xoxo.

beats me!

2009-07-07T18:22:00.004+08:00

hello readers!
yay im updating.
HANNA GO UPDATE YR BLOG, PLEAAAASE.
ily.(:

i didnt attend school today coz i gt every prt of my body aching like nobody's business. YES! it's still aching! but nvm. hope it'll get better tmr. or better tonight!

i gt my atheletics training yesterday. at 3:30. had lunch at mcd and off i went there. as soon i arrive, nabs, siti amirah and ummi together with my teacher were alrd there. sadly, i did nt came dwn fr the jog the second i reach there. reason is because im still in my school shoes, maryjanes and how in the world was i supposed to run with those kaan. so i brought my sport shoes with me, in my bag. nyehahah.

after their frst round, or maybe after they rest fr a while (you dnt expect me to remember every single thing right!) then i went to the track and strted off with my frst round of jog. the best thing was i did nt get tired AT ALL. maybe it was the sprt shoes because the frst time i trained i just wore my maryjanes fr the drills. so maybe the frce used is mre than a sprt shoe uses. and my sport shoe broke half way through the training. yep, tht shows EFFORT! =.="

so we did our drills in the rain. how bad can that be. now i can sense fever coming to my body. pathetic sey. but seriously, the passing the baton thingy was super bad. coz i was super blurr. plus i thought nabs could stay in the same speed as when she runs. HOW STUPID! syarifah syazanatul aisyah, have you evr heard the word 'tired'? HAHAH. nabilah did most of the running coz when she reached the markings, i immediately sprint. seriously, im tht stupid. lol. should have strted off slowly. but the third try was better. nyehahah,coz im not blurr tht blur anymore. once nabs strted running, i kept my pace carefully then when i gt my baton i was like WOOOTS~ i rock! prasan.

then when i was uber tired, i did not even bother to entertain my dearest teacher. sory, teacher. HAHA, yg kesian nyr tu, he thought i was sulking. lol. nyehahaha. i shouldnt be tht eveil i guess. *bites nails*

k whtevr it is, we ended our training ard 6:30++. lol. i ended up going hme with nabs by the mrt. and we kept on ranting abt how tired we were. how boring can tht actually be. and talk abt life because we're nt really close at sch kaaan. so shared most of freaking FUN school days with her. heeeeeeeeeeeee~

nw im out of wrds to say.
hah WAIT.
just when you say "omg, at last she ended her post!",
i gt more to saaaaaaaaay!
hahaahhaah!

last sunday. i went to a wedding near the east side of singapore with my family. yep, excluding grandma and grandpa. whoa, it was grand. but unfrtunately, i was sitting there with mum's friend's family with total humidity because there was no fan. like not even a frsh air was in tht VOID DECK. and i was in my kebaya, sweating like nobody's business. when suddenly ard 2, mummy asked the whole table to gve way to the others, we gave and walaaaaaaah~ fresh air again! i was super yipeee-ish. we waited fr the couple to arrive and then off we went to TKC to pay fr the curtains there.=.="

then sempat ktorg g window shop fr hanna's Baju Kurung Pahang. tpi sayangnyr tk jumpr. kesiaaan dier. but we gt to order our baju raya fr this year's Eid. and yes it's pink. HAHAH. can i be mre sweeetr just by wearing stupid pink. HAHAHA. whtevr.

im done.
HAHAHAH, wrdy much.(:

k byeeee.
take cre everyone.

xoxo.

"kalau geram, jangan lepas kan kat org uh!"

2009-07-04T17:40:00.003+08:00

hello people.

hah, im doing fine. dnt worry. hah, too much question abt who di is, huh? lol. but nvm. i answered some but the others, sorry, nt into controversies. HAH.

so basically, im super tired right now that i feel like as if im gonna take a goood nap nw. but frgeddit. it's nearly evening alrd. so it's better off sleeeping in the night and make it a vry goood night sleeep. nyehaha.

only ALLAH knws how much im missing maple right now. but maple prtner's lappy's cnfscated. maple prtnr's results aint too good. hah, but pity him a lot. at last, i was able to connect to maple to get my hands on the keyboard and go train. i created a new player fr the Knights Of Cygnus™ thingy. got my hands on 'xenonlove' and trained her till she's a level 10. yay. im such a goood trainer.

now im thinking which so-called job to take. =.="

nummy's such a angry little mummy just now. she screaamed at me fr no reason and i screamed back as soon as she bang the toilet door. which means, she couldnt hear wht i scream. NYEHAHAHA. tooo bad.

so im like super bored right now. HAHA.
i think i'll end here.

byeeeee.
tke cre, dearies.

anw, HAPPY BELATED 14TH BIRTHDAY TO NUREEN DIYANA NADHIRAH.(:

xoxo.

2009-07-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

I'M ADDICTED TO MY TRANSFORMERS THEME!
OMIGOOOOOSHIE.(:

k bye.

p/s: not my fault.

xoxo.

mentally tortured by vulgarities pa!

2009-06-30T18:35:00.000+08:00

oh well,
wht can i ever tell you? di, you've worsen. seriously. you asked me to get out frm the train without my friends, screaming at the telephone. wht's with you. k fine, i went out of the train crying. wht's wrong with tht? my knees were wobbly. i cant even mve. i cnt bear people ard me see tht im totally scared because of you. you screamed, i hang up. i get out. i board the next train. i told my friends i was going to aunt's house. but i lied. i totally lied to them. you were once my closest friend ever. you listened to me rants. but little did i knw, you spread those secrets to everyone. and now, you're blming me! we met. we met exactly at the void deck(nt my house, i swear). i told you tht it would be better to solve this nicely, sweetly. but you shot vulgarities at me. in front of my face. and it's totally not me. now im disturbed with all the vulgarities. i was trembling with fear. without me realizing, my tears rolled dwn my cheeks. i wanna knw wht exactly happened to you? you're nt the grl i used to knw, di. who changed you? im sorry the friendship has to end. so so sorry. D:
how i wish it's another story which will not come true. never ever. but it has happened.

to all little sweeties out there,
dnt let yr friendship be like this k.
it's hurtful much.
treasure friends mre like gold.
you knw, once you destroy yr friedship tie, you'll destroy yrself. friends are like yr mirrors. if yr friend is mre to materialistic, you are the materialistic bunch. if you mix with mixture of friends, yep, you ahve a mix attitude.(: chooose yr friends wisely, dnt let them betray you. hah why, tht is wht di did to me. but nvm, i have to mve on right. but apologies to everyone reading. i have to make it the smaller font so you guys wnt really bother reading it. heh, and to di, im sorry, i tried to talk to you nicely but this is wht i get. im sorry i walked away.

anw, i neeeeed to see nureen right now. im in a middle of a life crisis (haha!). otak da buntu. i cnt really find the answer to everything. so i wish nureen can help me wrk it out kaaan! im so happy i have a friend like her. when i lst di, i still got nureen with me, by my side.(: i wanna meet nureen i wanna meet nureen~ haha! i wanna be the frst to meet her when she comes. heh, i freaking miss her la. yep. reaaaally freaking.

my acc was hacked by whoever who hacks. hehehe, tht prson! haha, nvm at least he admits. then she tld me tht he changed my pw and stuffs. scared, i asked him wht's my pw now. haha, it was really surprising uh. it's like totally a joke sey! nyehehe.

i hate today. because of _________(insert name). she pisses me off. hahah, but no biggie la!

ilovenureen.
ilovethosesweeties.
ilovemyreaders.
ilovemytaggers
ilovemyblog!(:

gooooodbyee,(:
im mentally hurt. (hah)
tke cre k.

xoxo.

ilovemyblog!

2009-06-29T19:08:00.004+08:00

hello.
yeaaaap! i've watched transfrmers evenge of the fallen!
nyehahaha,
it's superduperawesomely GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.
GV's sound projection makes it greaater.
haha,
current favourite movie.

so basically, it's the frst day of schoool. no assembly tdy. H1N1 nyr case paa! so i go meet up with girlfriends in class and talk like there's no tmr. heee~ but unfortunately, monday blues. i kept on yawning and yawning coz im super bored in tdy's classes. i dnt knw why, but i just dnt feel like studying today. nyehahah.

so nothing much happened today. yea, nothing much. like seriously. only tht we reminsce abt Micheal Jackson in class. heh. so random. yeaap, we should probably get a life uh! hahaha.

okeh, i should be essay-ing right nw. HAH, but no ideas. perhaps i should go sit and stare at the ceiling fr ideas right now. heh.

you guys fight. i knw im not siding but to you maybe i am. i treat you both like my own friends. coz i knw one day when i lose a friend, i wont go searchin fr one. i want you guys to get back together. to stop fighting. to stop this hatred. maybe i just the middle girl. maybe i dnt have the rights to my own speech. but i knw, you guys are strg. i knw you guys. but just please, dnt make the situation worsen. please, i dnt wanna see tears on you guys cheeks. you guys are strger. so stop fighting. ily. i promise i wnt side anyone in this matter. pinky promise.

xoxo.

TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

2009-06-26T14:39:00.002+08:00

yay yay.
im gonna watch tranformers 2-dechu! hehehe, im super duper excited. beeen a lil over-too-excited fr todaaaaaaaay.
at last, FRIDAY arrives.
lol.

hello readers.

so today's the day, huh. cnt believe it. will be hanna's second time after watching the premiere. UNFAIR MUCH. then she told mummy she wanna watch again. aint that stupid. chey, tk la.(: up to her. only that the tix are EXPENSIVE. like seriously, mummy booked them online and we paid $41 fr them. yep, include the service chrge. hope it's worth it. *grins widely*

i've finally reached ep. 54 of Shugo chara. meaning it's shugo chara doki alrd. YAY. second season of shugo chara. but i wasted my blooody hols fr this. ohmigoooshie. ohh well, whtevr.

so im bored AGAIN. now tht saddens me loads. haha, but nvm, the bed's waiting fr me to put my body on it. hahaha.

okeh then
so long.
tc readers,
H1N1 affected cases are loads now.
be careful, okeh.
byebye.

xoxo.

SHUGO CHARA!

2009-06-25T13:00:00.002+08:00

hello people.
during this holidays, i've beeen watching too much animes like Happiness and Shugo Chara. sadly, i really gt superduperawsomely addicted to shugo chara on crunchyroll. but seriously who cares. i studied the whole boook of Mathematics Matters fr the frst weeek. and i got beat. serious! i cnt be studying all day long right. fortunately, im super free this hols. HOOORAY. and i had fun eventhough it's boring. nyehahaha.

i listened to ashley tisdale's new album on youtube because i saw her album in gramophone at Cathay, Dhoby Ghaut. surprisingly, her voice was super superb! i meaan, i WONT DOWNLOAD it frm the web instead i will buy the album. HAHA! at least i support her. if tht's the only way to support her. buying frm itunes will make me go broke laa~ coz it uses mastercrd or visa and i will have to pay mummy fr the cost!

im actually getting ready to have lunch outside with Hanna, at imm. she'll finish her bloody class at 1:30pm so i will be out by 1:30. hahaha. let her wait. it's super embarrassing to wait in the shopping centre alone-nya. so im gonna be alil mre later than usual. im sick and tired of waiting till 1hr fr a person to come. HAH, so it's like a so-called revenge-nya. see, i wanna be like YORU, Tsukiyomu Ikuto's. he said everything with the nya behind. SO CUTE. should watch should watch! haha, anyone knw's where i could get the manga? coz im searching fr it. =.="surely there's somewhere in singapore tht sells them right. nyanyanya!

p/s: saying with the nya behind, like if you say no-nya, it will sound like nyonya lorrh! haha.

so im ready with my tee and jeans so i'll just wear my tudung at abt 1:15. sooooon. hahaha, will nt blog much tdy though.(:

byebye.
tc, dnt get infected by SWINE FLU.
hehehe,
schoool re-open as scheduled okeh.
jgn cabut!

xoxo.

2009-06-22T11:41:00.002+08:00

hello!
here's an update.

singapore's H1N1 (swine flu) has now reached a total of 142 cases.
so be aware! (:
news frm http://channelnewsasia.com/singapore

byebye.
take care.
dnt get infected by H1N1 k?

fathers day! yay!

2009-06-21T16:04:00.003+08:00

YO PEOPLE!

im freaking happy to see tht Ichaa the bunny is now eating almost everything on earth. yes, she even eats chocolate chip cookies. and she ate greeen apples just now. lol. she sure has a big appetite like the whole family have. xD

and i saw Ichip and Ichop, the older hamsters, slept side by side, forming a heart shape. aww, how cute. eventhough they are both males, they just love gaying around. when i called mummy to see wht they're up to, Ichop woke up leaving Ichip sleeeping. heheh. then when mummy went away, he slept back like the way he did before.

anw, Ichop's the fatter one but Ichip slept mre than Ichop. i dnt knw why. pets, vry different frm humans.

then Xenon and Gothica the two newcomers (not really), had a fight. there's a cut under Xenon's chin. Xenon is a female while Gothica is the male. they usually fight like nobody business but left nothing behind- cuts and cries. but last few days, i saw Xenon's chin bleeding. pity her. i think they have this marriage problem or something.

and i neeed help frm readers, how to knw if my hamster is pregnant? because Xenon's tummy is exceptionally bigger than the rest of her body part. is she pregnant?
TAG or EMAIL to ssa_95@hotmail.com. ty.

and now... im super bored. heheheh. and today is the 21ST! yay yay! today is the last day of the bill processing fr the whole mnth! YAY! this is fun. tomorrow strts the new billing. xD

anw, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL FATHERS!

i wanna go now.
byebye.
tc.
astalavista baybeh!(:

somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes, i fell inlove.

-facebook.
this is FUN!

xoxo.

lalalalala~

2009-06-19T18:42:00.001+08:00

go entertain yrself.
im gonna die sooner. =.="
*drop dead*

byebye.(:

HELLO

2009-06-18T09:32:00.003+08:00

hello.(:
(read this post with a expressionless voice)
im sleeeepy. but never mind. im just stupidly updating this blog fr a little while then im off back on bed, snoring.
i only had 4 pathetic hrs of sleeep so i seriously need another 2 mre hrs so i can live without brain tumors.
why brain tumor?
because having too much stress, tension, pressure,not enough sleep,too much sleep, skipping meals can result to a pathetic brain tumor.
and we'll die tooo sooon if we're going to have the pathetic brain tumor.
i dnt wanna have one, never ever want to die tooo earlyy.(:

now im gonna tell you something not-so interesting to you, too interesting to me.
i woke up with a pathetic strand of hair standing on my head. it stupidly looks like a pathetic antenna. so i dnt have to tune the channel of the teevee if im gonna watch one. okeh, this is getting lamer.

i have a dream last night. NICE dreaam. i found out that it was Raya and the money i got was not only money but a cheque. it's like WHOA. surprisingly, wanna knw how much the cheque is? $0 or $1000? it's a present of $1000. now i knw, sooon im gonna get sick again. sad!

my best friend's home frm his trip to wherever he wants to go. so im happy fr him coz he looked so damn happy. seriously, not too happy. coz i only went to johore but he went beyond johore.

byebye.
i seriously want to sleeep now.
i cnt help but close my eyes sooon.
happy birthday mummy.

anniversary.birthday.papa day.

2009-06-17T19:36:00.001+08:00

hello people!
im baaaaaaack.
im not gonna talk abt johore trip, seriously.
baddddd one.

hah, so whtevr. im strting to hate holidays lately. why? because my total txt messages used are beyond expectations. like, in a bad way. and wht's with almost 1000 text messages in a month? im so gonna get my phone confiscated! i told mummy, why not just take up the unlimited sms and just pay the pathetic $100 dollars. still she insisted on her decision. now i have to wait till the pathetic november to come. waitwaitwait, i simply just hate waiting fr november. why? because i will come across the blooody october which is the EOY exaams. hmphh. darn it!

and so... till the 21st, im gonna have a bloody 150 msges left to use. this is sooooo LAME. (i was just gonna use vulgarities, but nvm. people will be shock if i use them) and now, spread the message of not txting me fr the whole 5 days is wht i was thinking about. so i only have a blooody 30 msges to use a day. forks!

one mre thing, hanna told me mummy was going to coook chicken rice tonight. but no sign of chicken rice. there are only freaking fried chicken coooked alrd. i mean, there's the chilli but absolutely NO sign of the flavoured rice. NO-NO. why in the matter of fact am i babbling about the foood fr dinner.

attention. i have a confession to make! there are still people who dnt knw me said "muker mcm sial" serious... if im gonna hear that i'd tell him off! tk tau, buat hal tk tau uh. buat geraaam jr. STEP uh korg. G.A.D!

and seriously, now... im pissed so i wnt stop tlking abt nothing but bad things. i mean, SERIOUSLY!

but now, i wanna change. haha, like Tadase-kun and Kiseki in Shugo Chara.

so basically, im NOT really enjoying life, but never mind. tmr's mummy's birthday. her 49th, i think. but who cares, as long i feeel the love frm her, im okeh with it.(:

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY MUMMY! i knw she wnt read coz she doesnt even knw my url. perhaps she thinks, whatevr i blogged is just a STUPID+LAME+ANOTHER BLOG thingy. but i thank Allah fr giving me the best mummy i evr wanted. but i dnt think im gonna have a bf when im still schooling. she would actually just chopped my head off frm my neck. but she listens to every rants i made though. heheheh.

and and.

HAPPY ADVANCED FATHERS DAY DADDY! i vry well knw he wnt even read this but who cares. hahaha. he barely surf net, so he wouldnt knw whtevr im ranting abt in my precious bloggy.(: my daddy is the happiest daddy on earth. (eh? ye ke? muahaha) he expects the best frm me and my sister. i inherited his chinese bloood into my body. so seee, i look like mummy and the chinese loook of my daddy.(: im happy to say, im nt really malay, coz you knw why? because my malay's bad. so not considering im another malay kiddo you knw in this planet.(;

and also....
i missed my deardear bloggy's 3rd anniversary. which was like so long before! 20th april! but nvrmind just say it's like the 3rd year 2nd month's sary. (without the month, or anni)

HAPPY ADVANCED 3RD YEAR 2ND MONTH'S SARY DEAR BLOGGY! you were my one and only little angel who read my rants computerised. i knw i neeed you like the ocean neeeds the tides. im not letting you go until... i think it is gonna be the best time.hahaha. i love my blog!

so i think that's all fr now.
i saw a girl, vry chio one eh! seriously. im not gonna be a homo here but she is beautiful. VERY beautiful. anw, dnt get me wrg, it's NOT me okeh. hehehe.(:

2009-06-12T19:23:00.001+08:00

ALHAMDULILLAH!
at last, HUJAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!

colby o, chery chery boom boom! HEHE

2009-06-12T13:58:00.004+08:00

" Dearest angel,
You turned and walk away
You said you would never leave me
You said you wouldnt break your promise
but, you've forgotten our sweeetest memories.
You killed my soul, my dear.

Dearest angel,
do you still remember how we used to spend time together?
just the two of us, no intruders.
How can i ever forget it
when both of us dont even think about the people around us.
But something just broke our precious tie.
It was you, my dear.

Dearest angel,
I'm searching for you in the dark.
where not even an inch of light can be seen.
I'm blinded here.
I cant see you.
too weak, too dark.
where are you, my dear.

Dearest angel,
I've kept our promise.
I wont leave you alone.
But then I see a light.
The brightest light that almost blinded me.
I walked towards it.
I see you, my dear.

Dearest angel,
I see you smile.
I see you turned away.
You walked away with the others.
I started to envy you.
You're now the cool kid.
While I'm just the girl that wont even get noticed, my dear.

Dearest angel,
Thanks for the smiles and laughters.
Thanks for the pain and heartbreaks.
Thanks for the bittersweet memories.
And now I know, it's just me without you.
Just so you knw,
You'll always be my dearest angel, my dear."

-xenonLEGEND.

hari ni kaan hari ni kaan!

2009-06-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

Oh bulan
Jangan layan diriku lagi
Pabila,
Air mata membasahi pipi

Dan Sebenarnya- Yunalis

OI PEOPLE.
i've beeen super rude with you people fr using "oi" and "eh".
sorrysorry. i thought i was all fr fun.
i've never knwn i can shoo ppl away frm my blog fr just using "oi" and "eh".
im begging fr frgivness.
LOOOK AT ME!
im just on my knees.
k LAME.

so HELLO everyone.
tdy i was super hard working.
WHY?
super good question.
because i washed my fan, nt literally wash, obviously!
unless you wanna see me half burnt uh!
and my hair will be spiky. like the mohawk hairstyle. k lame.
and why am i blogging like this? well nvm.
back to the old style.

i planned to eaaat much. y'knw revenge because of yest. but i ended up sleeeping. my whole family didnt entertain me the whole freaking day. my sister was reading CHOSEN fr like the whole day and whenevr i talked to her, she asked me to boook one hr of her reading time. so ended up, pissed, i go on my music player then cover it with my pillow. i pretended to sleep because i dnt wanna listen to my grandma talking abt lunch that was alrd ready. but, i ended up SLEEEEPING fr reaaal. when i slept, it was "the climb" and when i woke up, it was "lucky". so i paused it and there was a msg in my phone alrd.(in my phone? =.=" how to rephrase?) i scolded hanna fr nt waking me up when my msg tone rang. easily she answered "manr aku tau" padahal, bunyinya udah ke maksima sih! k whtevr.

i woke up, replied msg, took my plate of fried rice, went into parents' room,switched on the tv, then eateateat like there's no tmr. when there actually is. then caught by daddy fr eating nachos on his bed. but he didnt scold! in fact, he shared the nachos. so we were like like daddy like daughter kind. k whtevr syarifah.

moving on,
mummy surprisingly went home early today. kalau tk, meeeting dier tk habishabis. tpi kaan, bagus jgk laa. dier berusaha! hehhe. asl ktorg mengumpat psl dier plk eh? dier tk buat salah sey.

k im done.
like at last!
k byeeeee!

lalalalala~

2009-06-08T16:53:00.002+08:00

All i ever wanted to do
was to fall in love
just to be in love

EHHH PEOPLE!

im super bored plus im fasting and im not-so weak like an octopus only without the 8 legs. (8 right?) not sure. but they have too many legs. i should go to the freezer and count their legs but my hands will be supr smelly like i've eaten the octopus. or to be more accurate, it's squid la. who in the world buy the octopus and without cutting it, put in the freezer? pathetic sey.
--------------------------------------------------------------------
so out of the octopus topic and bck to the REAL LIFE topic.

so basically, mummy and daddy had been making the whole family (except grandad) to go out just to have our meal. heh, the wrst part was im so gonna have high cholestrol because some food stalls; in fact many foodstalls uses too much oil just to make their food yummy. heh.

so basically, mummy bought much organic things near tiong bahru mrt. introduced by cik ros. so we're gonna have a healthy diet. plus *keching-keching* money out a lil much than the norms. heh. but the sell manymany things. like srsly. they have the organic veges, cereals, rice, drinks, snacks and instant noodles. cute kaaan? like me. *vomit blood*

I WANNA TALK ABOUT OCTOPUS! (squids)
like seriously syarifah, GET A LIFE!

k whtevr it is.im out of topics.

and i found a new game at y8.com. SHOPPING STREETS. try uh.

k that's all.
i dnt want to make this post too lame.
so im off!
byeee!

touchytouchy.

2009-06-05T10:58:00.004+08:00

ohh hello people!
i finally gt the time to blog.
in case you're still wondering, this June hols, i wont be blogging much coz daddy asked Hanna and Aisyah should be reducing their entertainment.
and it's torturing both of us like none of their business. no guitar fr hanna, no MAPLEEE fr aisyah.
seriously, i should have done better fr my mid year.
ohh and HANNA, same goes to you toooo!

ughh.
so hard so hard so hard. LIFE IS SUPER HARD i tell you. so basically, hanna and aisyah have beeen hiding fr entertainment sake to touch the cmputer or the guitar. head over to life fr the past few days of being grounded.

MONDAY
i fasted! yay! and nothing interesting happened on that day. hanna was at home. so i have entertainment source frm her. maklumlah, satusatunya kakak kaaan.

TUESDAY.
i went into faceboook and played Hell's Kitchen like maad. super bored plus super membosankan.

head over to THURSDAY.
at last, i got to see the wrld ard me. hah, we went to pasar malam at jurong west. so basically, mcm ramai uh. mcm jr tapi tk. so actually, ktorg nk hentam makanan yg adr kat sanr uh. tpi sumer hanna yg kenr order. sebab aisyah malu sgt. otw to those fooods stalls, there's a stall promoting this i-thin-its-lotion to clear up pimples. so hanna got called to them and hanna actually wanted to take the brochure but suddenly the salesMAN said "test dulu test dulu!" then immediately she said,"eeeeew, tk nk laaa!" the salesman showed her the awkward face. we cntinued our foood hunting. as per nrmal, apr lagi yg adr kat pasar malam kalau bukan junk fooods kan. tpi untuk ktorg, junk foood skaliskala boleh uh.

so we headed to the ramle burger's stall, we bought their burgers. we bought the cempadak thingy yg kecilkecil tu, lekor, otahs, fried bananas and vadeh. heh!

i have to go now.
byeeeeeee!

my rabbit demands a cleanup.
my syrian hamsters demand attn.
my ichip and ichop hamsters demand peace fr their sleeep.
and truckloads of foood are on the dining table.
my imaginary pets are full on my bed.
im asking them to get out of my hse one by one.

MAYBE, im gonna get out frm this freaaaaking house sooon. HAH, YAY!

hahahahah.
so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
seee you in my nearest update.

quick one! i promise.

2009-06-01T16:30:00.000+08:00

okehh,
hello people.
let's make this straight
i have no more than 10 mins to update my beloved bloggy.
saaaaaaaded.

so basically, im grounded. baaaad results, babe. baaad one.

k the end!(:
byeeee readers.
take care.

UPDATEUPDATEUPDATE!

2009-05-26T08:41:00.002+08:00

hehh,
long since i blog huh.
ohh well,
hope people on Earth wont mind.

ohh HELLO people.

i gt my examination results last week. and boy, it was super interesting. i flopped most of the subjects. unfortunately, it will be super embarrassing if i typed it out uh. seriously, I HATE MY RESULTS. im gonna blame myself fr having to study at the very last minute. now, my freedom's taken out. ohmigooshies. i have very limited outing fr this June hols. *sighs* so i would be at home, STUDYING. like who in the world studies during holidays! alaaaaaaaa~

so, it's 8:48 am right now and it's a tuesday. i should be at school right now but im done with a pathetic high fever. a temperature of 39.0 last night. so mummy dnt let me attend school tdy due to migraines and the fever. maklumlaa, skarang adr H1N1 laa, HFMD laa. my immune system is down. but tdy, it's down to 37.9. insya allah, tmr i'll be attending school. anw, it is interhouse today and tmr. wht does it mean by interhouse games. ohh well, nvrm.

last fri and sat, i went to my aunt's house to have a sleepover. and boy, it was super boring uhh. i wished i was at home playing maple till dawn. hahh, but unfortunately, there wasnt even any computers there as she was staying alone. hah. but seriously beside feeling bored, there's some happiness hidden behind the boredom. i gt to eateateat until i was like super full. and then on sat, just before my family and i went home, we went to i-dnt-knw-wht's-the-shop-name to have our dinner. the foood, uhm not bad. i got no appetite to eat suddenly. hahh, i lost weight again.

so, since i have nothing to do at home, i was thinking of making a new blogskin. daa jelak uhh tgk ini blogskin. (:

so i think that's all fr now.
TAKE CARE PEEEEPS!

let's CELEBRATE!

2009-05-16T20:40:00.005+08:00

ohmigoshies,
this is sooo fun.

so hello dear readers,

im officially done with exams but it's cnfrmed that actually i will have the worst results in my whole entire life. reasons are because

1) i studied but nothing got into my head
2) most of the things i've studied, get away frm my head
3) got everything in my head but they went away when im too nervous
4)haiyaaa, most of the questions i just write illogical things.

so now, it's the end of exams and i finally got to type some random things in my blog again. yipeee! andand, make you guys' eyes go blind reading it. hah, like reaaaal! =_______="

went to syiqin's house yesterday aft exams. hah, we got ourselves changed to go to somewhere where we havent decided then. syarifah syazanatul aisyah fr the frst time in 2 years wore a long skirt. make Baju Kurung exceptional. k fine, it looooks kindda awkward to me, but syiqin and shimah said i loooked feminine. and guess whaaaat?!

say whaat!
say whaat!

shimah toook out her make-up and doll me up. fyi, im not those girls that wore make-ups to go to places. only eyeliners and mascara are allowed on my face. uhm, sometimes lip balm.

but she went beyond than that, she got the thing that can make our eyelashes more 'lentik' and strt doing that thinggy to my eyelashes. but i keeep on whining that it's not natural fr me to wear those kindda make up uhh. and suddenly, the so-called make-up artist said that i looked more prettier when i stop being dull. and omg, they were like "ehh awk lawa laa!" and so on. nasib baik tk kembang. hehh!

what happened aft that was...

such an embarrassing thing uhh. they called maple-partner and told maple partner how i loook like. i was like x.x! deaaaad meat. so when the so-called make-up artist wasnt around, i called maple-partner and pour wht i have to say abt that make-up session. and maple partner said that it's okay and told me that they wanted to make me more elegant. but at last, when we were at our destination point, people keeeep on staring at me like as if they make-up loooook soo horrible. but frankly speaking, the so-called make-up artist can be a 'mak andam' when she grows up. hahh! tk mo marah horrh!

so till then.

and this is the aft make-up loook.
added jitter to cover the candid of a person.
added words to make it alive.

xenon is extracted frm xenos a greek word that means stranger, foreigner or guest.
xenon is RARE and relatively expensive to extract from Earth's atmosphere.
many xenon compounds are explosive and toxic due to their strong oxidative properties.
LET'S BE SCIENCE GEEEEEK!
- WIKIPEDIA.

-babyCHAMPION

2009-05-12T14:26:00.001+08:00

WILL BE BACK SOOON!

exaaaam ka paaaaaaaaaaaaaa?!

the colours of a life.

2009-05-01T16:57:00.005+08:00

wooots~

Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows.
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows just how to make it right.
I wish we gave it one more try.

Everybody Knows
John Legend

a long pathetic weeek.
4 days of lessons and 2 days of paper 1s.

wht actually happen that made me feel so weak aft 2 pm everyday this week is because i was fasting the whole weeek to make sure i have to pay all my so-called loans.

20,000 acash will be given soon.
and hanna's ben&jerry's big tub of ice cream will be give nxt week.

then im out of my loans.

so wht actually happen this few weeks.

EXAAAAAAMS.
revision during lessons. those last minutes ones.
so we were all looking back to those maths formulae and reflection, refraction and many many more.

and so, the worst thing is...
sadly, i wnt be putting here uhh.
just wanna say that never be mean to me, cause i will be more than mean to you. muahahahahh.

so nxt week, frst paper will be SCIENCE. then arabic paper 2. fuhh, two difficult papers huhh. but nevermind, as long i have all the support that i needed, im confident that i will be able to move into the examination hall without doubts. y'knw. like having a relax mind all the waay.

so it's MAY DAY or aka LABOUR DAY today.
4 mre days to babylala's birthday. im sure she's not going to be more than excited because it falls on tuesday which is MATHS paper 1. sedihh seyy dier.

then today, i think it'll be better fr me to reveal to... now before it's too late.
wht if that prson cannot even accept the truth.
wht if that prson will be super awkward knowing it.
*sighs*

THIS IS LIFE!
the colours of it.

wish me luck fr exams people!
tc.

2009-04-28T19:22:00.002+08:00

heyyy!

listening to my oral results made me wonder, am i gonna make it and maintain my standard this year?

it makes me wonder and ponder upon those little words. i've dropped a lot. what i mean was like A LOT!

3 words, just 3 little but meaningful words,
BUCK UP, SYARIFAAAAHH!

and so, this makes mr maple-prtner went ahead of me by i-dnt-knw how many steps. ohh lol, i still owe him 20,000 a-cash fr like getting 7 marks higher than me fr maths test 2. syarifah got careless mistakes!

and so, this makes me freak out because tmr is alrd paper 1. SAAAAD!

gtg!'byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

i feeeel like.... wth!

2009-04-25T11:10:00.003+08:00

heyy people.

yesterday was quran oral. HAH. alhamdulillah, i managed to answer all the question fluently. i went to school feeling the pressure and went home with a big smile on my face.

it was okay during the schooling hrs. i managed to memorized all of them eventhough it was not so fluent but during lunch time, every single thing was gone just like that. i cldnt memorized aft the frst 10 vrses of 3 surahs. PRESSURE uhh babe. then i gt so panic that i went to the toilet and washed my face and cried in a cubicle. i mean, i was wondering where my hard effort went if i terribly frgt evrything. srsly, troublesome bit.

tralalala.
then it was oral. a few min before my oral, i was sitting on a chair, waiting fr my turn. i wasnt leaning on the backrest because i was too nervous to do so. then, i regret. i should have leaned on the back rest. because thalhah suddenly came and shake the chair vigorously and said "luper kan laa sume, ya allah." i was like STOP IT LAAAA! srsly, mepek itu anak.

then went home alone. that's why i hate oral aft school. everybody was like rushing to go home, except fr some.

so ty blogreader.
byeeeee!

2009-04-21T19:57:00.002+08:00

I DISLIKE TODAY!
it sounds better with 'HATE', srslyy.

i've learnt not to mess things up with her.
coz she'll get things messed up more.
i regret things went this wayy!

ehhh, stop controlling my life.

2009-04-17T19:12:00.002+08:00

we went separate ways
you said goodbye
i waved back, sobbing.
now you came,
suddenly you came,
and now,
you're not the prson i used to knw.
you dnt care much abt me
but you tried to show me examples.

hahh! examples?
bad or good?
better or worse?
obvious or hideous?

and now,
there you are standing stiff in front of me.
talking abt my life.
how i wish i could just sew up your mouth
and let your voice go.

and now,
I WISH YOU WOULD STOP CONTROLLING MY LIFE.
all of it.
it's just... none of your business.

JUST SHUT UP!

sorry readers. just letting my feelings out...
hope you guys'll understand.

that'a all.
mummy killed a lizard... with a sofa(?)
=.="
hahh mummy always cheers me up!

iloveyouguyss!

2009-04-10T14:22:00.002+08:00

so so so so...
it's another post heh!

just a lil update and off i'll be gone again. hahh! hiatus maybe. mid year exams are coming so tralalalala... i need to cut down my PC usage and mummy and daddy will be vry happy to hear abt this. the bills wont go up up up and up just because of our internet usage which also equivalent to the electricity bills. save the EARTHH!

last tuesday was the last day of Nureen Diyana Nadhirah in irsyad. the second she went out of the classroom, syiqin and shimah were alrd crying. so did a few others. so i comforted them so they would calm down. but at last, i was the one crying so badly until there's more than 5 people comforting me. ohh lol. i was so silly.

she left the seat beside me empty until tdy. which keeps me wondering who'll be the next prson to be right there by my side fr the whole year. rarah had been accompanying me fr a few periods. and she needs her place back fr the whole day. pity her prtner.

so to NUREEN DIYANA NADHIRAH, may you get what you always needed there. just remember i'll be there fr you. ily babe. i mean LOADS.

the lesson to be learnt by me is LEARN TO SOCIALIZE! hahahah. but everything seems okay alrd. just a lil more touch up and i'm done. heee.

so tdy is good friday holiday so i slept almost like 4 hrs after watching mtv hip hop countdown. so now im fresh!

mummy and daddy wanted to go shopping tdy, i was thinking that i just go because it's gonna be boringgg at home. so wht's the pt of staying at home doing nothing kaaan!

i wanna go now!
byeeeeeeeeeeee!

YAY ME!

2009-04-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

wootswoots people and every living things on earth.

im freakingly exhausted tdy because i was fasting the whole day to cover up the past Ramadhan fast. so time flies really fast and i was sooo stubborn to cover them up earlier. and AUGUST will be the other ramadhan. or else, fidyah babe! (or was it fitrah?)

so being a grl with no life tdy, turn myself to a sleeeepy grl because i've been screaming and shouting when one of my classmates showed me a black wobbly i-think-it's-a-glob thingy. and it's like moving and moving. IT'S SUPER DISGUSTING LAAA KAAAN?! honestly, when i wanted to tell maple partner something then sarcasm strikes. i was annoyed, rolled my eyes at maple prtner then i sat back.

everything went smoothlyy. i've been saying that fr like the 578958549756 times. so fast that it comes to the end of another schooling dayyy.

on board of the train, maple prtnr txted me saying sorry. shockingly, i was trusted when i told maple prtnr that i was annoyed. and org tu kaaaan mintak maaaaf byk kali. kes aniaya sey syarifahh. then i revealed the truth. hehhh!

reached home and ta-daaa, i was flat. i was soooo tired and now aft gaining back my energy, i'm in frnt of the computer. leading a no-life-grl, i went into facebook and did manymanymany quizzes. seee, seriously, no life.

BAAAAM!
i'm gone!

another complication

2009-04-05T16:39:00.002+08:00

heyyy readers.

another 2 more weeks to Quran oral. i should be prepared fr the wrst. heee. i've nvr got a MS fr Quran. so i wanna try score a MS fr this yeaaar. how bout thaaaat!

life have been beautiful. that's why i've no topic to blog abt today. hehh! i dnt get a chance to do the Syeir prt fr th arabic programme eventhough i;ve memorized so fluently. but i cant change the fact that it's vry long fr the acting prt.

thinking abt that brings me heartache ehh!

SATURDAYYY!

mummy and daddy open fr me a bank account. after a long time of not having one, now i have the spirit to keep as much money as i can. so far so good uhh. i've beeen having difficulties in eating uhh. jarang adr selera nk mkn walaupn lapar. my family is watching slumdog millionaire now. so, i want to join them too. i wanna make this fast.

sunday.

cleaning up the room is so incompleted if i got a "FANTASTIC" stomachache. how great cant that evr be, so i slept.

now i wanna go awayyy!
run awaayyy! lol.
k byeeeee readers.

buchookbachin's

2009-04-01T19:03:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
the title is a little bit random uhh.
but at least i love it.
k nothing wrong with it right.

it's the frst day of april. which marks that im like a few metres away frm mid year exams. BE PANIC SYARIFAAAH!

so... new months huh!
not bad uhh. im just getting use to being alone now. at least, i have a lot of supports frm friends but i must live with it. at least kalau selalu sorg, kalau trnsfr school i can adapt to the environment fastr. BUTBUT, im not gonna until i finish sec 5 then im aiming fr RJC. i have to aim high. higher uhh actually.

just a lil more then im done. wont be updating much fr the whole 2 months. i need time to rest, study andand gain a lil bit more weight. im like currently 35 kg? and the dctr said im a lil underweight. so she asked me to eat a lot! k funny maaan that doctor.

k byeeee!

A' is for Allah, nothing but Allah;

Ba is the beginning of Bismillah;

Ta is for Taqwa, bewaring of Allah;

and Tha is for Thawab, a reward;

Ja is for Janna, the Garden of Paradise;

Ha is for Hajj, the blessed pilgrimage;

Kha is for Khaatem, the seal of the prophethood given to the Prophet, Muhammed (SAW);

Da is for Deen, Al-Islam, religion with Allah since time began;

Dha is for dhikr, remembering Allah;

and Ra is for the month of Ramadhan, ohh Ramadhan;

Za is for Zakat to pure our greed, when we give our money to those in need;

Sa is for Salamu alaikum, peace be with you wa'alaikum assalam;

Sha is for shams, the shining sun, which Allah placed for everyone;

and Sua is for salat, for when we pray facing him, everyday, facing him, till we meet our

lord;

Allah there's only one God and Muhammed is his Messenger. Allah, La ilaha illa'allah;

Dua is for duha, the morning light, the sun has turned from red to white;

Tua is for tareeq, the path to walk upon;

and Dhua is for dhil, a shadow;

and Aa is for ilm, the thing to know, to make our knowledge grow, in Islam;

Gha is for ghaib, a world unseen and that we know is not a dream;

Fa is for, the Opening, Al-Fatiha;

and Qua for the Qur'an, the book of God;

and Ka is for kalima, a word we're taught to teach us what is good and what is not;

and La is for the beginning of La ilaha illa'allah;

Ma is for the Messenger Muhammed-ur-Rasoolillah. La ilaha illa'allah, Muhammed-ur-

Rasulilllah;

Allah, there's only one God and Muhammed is his Messenger. Allah, la ilaha illa'allah;

Na is for nawm, the sleep God gave to give us rest after the day;

Ha is for the Hijra, the journey that, the Prophet made;

and Wa for wudu before we pray to help us wash our sins away;

and Ya for Yawm-mid-Deen;

Allah, there's only one God and Muhammed is His Messenger. Allah, La ilaha illa'allah;

Allah, there's only one God and Jesus was His Messenger. Allah, La ilaha illa'allah;

Allah, there's only one God and Moses was His Messenger. Allah, La ilaha illa'allah

Allah, there's only one God and Abraham was His Messenger. Allah, La ilaha illa'allah

Allah, there's only one God and Noah was His Messenger. Allah, La ilaha illa'allah

Allah, there's only one God and He created Adam, and we are the children of Adam , Allah La ilaha illa'allah.

-A is fr Allah
by Yusuf Islam.

2009-03-28T12:56:00.002+08:00

YO blogreaders!(:

this is gonna be a short post coz i'll be getting rdy to go out soon. there's athletics tdy so im joining. if there's last minute cancellation, i wanna go merayap. or maybe wait till evening and have a evening jog. hehh!

in the mean time, i hope this video can keep you company and add spice in my blog. the vid is boring and dull but it has a deeep meaning fr me. just watch it if you want to. hehh!

BAD BAD BAD WEEEK!

2009-03-27T18:13:00.003+08:00

YO!

wootswoots~

bad week much. but nevermind. life has to move on. whtevr it is, the wound in the heart will cure soon because i have my perfect friends all ard me. sometimes when you lost a friend, you have a billion friends ard you- by your side. unfortunately, you just wont realize it until there's something troubling you.

bt fr me, i will just let her be. i will not intefere her life and decision. HER LIFE, IT'S UP TO HER. nobody can control her. but neither lying nor ill-treating me will make me feel better, my dearest friend. you just make the guilt grw. sometimes, hate looks me in the eyes. but i have to get over it. move on with life and MY LIFE, IT'S UP TO ME to make the decisions. if im gonna hate you, i will. but im not that kindda grl. even the grl whom i used to treat like an enemy, i treat her as good as i can. it's ok if you wanna hate me. i dnt care. but please, stop treating me this way. i have the right to live my life.

my week?
ohh yeaa, a lot of tears were shed at home and at school. i just need someone to talk to but it's just hopeless right? wht can i ever do kaaan. nobody wants to listen to my rants. they got tired listening to me talking abt my life. even when i talked to Hanna on tuesday night, i said i that i gt sick and tired of living this kindda life and wanted to let evrything go like i wanna change my school. so that i can frget my hurt and those bad memories but hanna gves me the best advice. if i am to change school, i will also need to make new friends too right. and the process will be muchmuch longer than expected kaaan?

on wednesday, it was HOUSE PRACTICE. woooohooo! i didnt play wht i was suppose to play. i gt the wrst mood evr. i talked things out with syiqin. i cried AGAIN. omg, im such like a cry baby. i just talk, syiqin listened. see how sweeeet this little grl is. hahhha. then i went home alone. alighted at yishun, boarded the train to khatib. wait fr syiqin. (:

yesterday, i didnt come to school. i let everything in my head go because i got migraines again.

today...

TABUNG JUMAAT! woooohooo!

i got paired up with insyirah. she was fun to be with tau. we gt Masjid Salim Mattar. it's at mattar road; beside darul ihsan. collection was great as usual(: abeh dpt upah dier byk jgk. alhamdulillah.

dpt report book.(: i passed. with colourcolour!

k byeeee!

im sick of being hurt
im tired of being hurt
i hate being left out
i hate being hated
i miss those smiles i always had on my face
but now
it's all tears.
how i wish i can turn back time
and try treating people perfectly
if only i've knwn my mistakes earlier
i would try to be correct in many ways.
if only i've knwn this would happen
i would try and avoid it
but it all happened so fast
faster than a blink of an eye
faster than the lightnings
faster than those shooting stars.
how i wish...
this isnt happening.

SUPPORT EARTH HOUR K?
8:30pm to 9:30pm TOMORROW, 28.3.2009!
SWITCH OFF ALL ELECTRICAL APPLIANCES!(:
tyty!
SAVE EARTH LAAAAAA!

LAGGINGGG! GOSHH!

2009-03-21T09:40:00.002+08:00

heyyyy.

currently, im at mummy's office near taman jurong. the most nonsensical thing is this computer is for goodness sake LAGGY! omg. it just sucks uhh.

this march holidays made me turn to a completely new syarifah syazanatul aisyah. it had came to my decision that if something is to happen to somebody i need to MIND MY OWN BUSINESS and stop being nosy as ever. but im wondering if i can do it ehh! LOL. then, it's better to be a loner than having a friend that couldnt be trusted. tapi kene rapatkan silaturahim jugk laa. but still i wanna have friends! HAH!

peer tutor OUTING!

it's fun but tiring at the same time. what'd you expect laa kan, peer tutor's outing cnfrm there's AMAZING RACE. but it's different a bit. my grp got last. but at least, i had fun! YAY.

i arrived late. i arrived at braddell mrt at 8:30 and at that time, the bus would be moving. so imagine it's like a 7 min walk frm there to the mrt, I RAN. when i arrived there, i felt like crying because im so tired. i had difficulty in breathing. ohh and maple prtner actually wanted to come to school with me but im late. so he/she went to school frst. LUCKYY!

when it's done. i didnt go str8 home but i meet hanna at jurong interchange and str8 we went to JP. then MERAYAAAAP!

yest, SUCKISHH!

hanna lost her $1.
aisyah wasted 45 mins of her life.

HANNA LOST IT because of DETONA machine and AISYAH WASTED IT because of hanna.

im done.

sweet love; secret love

2009-03-18T16:28:00.002+08:00

ohh HEYYY!

alrighteyy. since i have no topic on what to talk abt now.... ohh wait, I KNW ONE!

SYARIFAH AZRINATUL NURULHANNA is now boasting on her blog abt her ability to make me sleep by just staring at her sleeeping face. but honestly, it's like sooo true. i mean, it happened like a gazillion times lorrh. so i told her the truth then she strted boasting. BADD GIRL. *insert Bad Girl by Danity Kane*

now there's no topic.

move on to the future which is like a pathetic TOMORROW.

im outta this friggin crib of mine to go to Hort Park. why? it's the peer tutor outing fr the term. NABS is not coming though. it's not like as if it's a sad thingg uhh, but i tell you, im gonna be damn lonely. at least sh1m13's gonna be there. so put on your earphones or earpiece tomorrow coz it's gonna be like friggin NOISY coz im gonna be there.

---ohh c'mon syarifah, hort park is like... BIGG laaa!---

ohh whtevrr. so now, i feel like dying. dying of what? dying of boredom. i wanna go down and buy chips but i have only like a pathetic $10 to spend fr tmr. so, if i am to spend today, there's no allowance fr me tmr. saaaaaaaadded!

so im friggin hungry now (eventhough i had had my lunch just now)!

ohh and i gt a new favourite food you knw. serve me a piece of wholemeal bread with honey syrup in it! HAHAHAHA!

k byeeee!

TERM BREAKK! woo-hoo!

2009-03-16T20:55:00.004+08:00

YO!

the time that i've been looking forward fr has finally ARRIVED. wooots~ gerek paaa?!

so basically, tdy marks the frst day of the term 1 break. the frst and evr school holidays fr the whole year. this weeek's the week that im so gonna buck up fr the MID YEAR EXAMS! omg, it's like less than 5 more weeks lorrh. less than a month! better buck up uhh. im so gonna go library and study there fr my own good. coz at home, there's too much distraction. ohh lol.

strt with tdy! yipeee!

i slept the whole day to make my eye bags gone and im so gonna sleep late tonight. why? because my beloved sister asked me to listen to MJ12 tonight that will actually end at grrr 2 am(?)! i mean, she's frigging schooling tmr lehhh! well, not my problem ehh.*grins widely*

yesterdayy, mummy opened a stall at Masjid Sultan fr the youth day since wedensday. so hanna and i decided to be there fr taking a lil space and went exploring fr a while. ate at Banquet with her than we went back to the mosque.

sadlyy, there's like a really heavy downpour. i mean like it's like a REALLY REALLY HEAVY downpour. until her stall was covered with damn floor. i wetted my shoes. ohh and yeaa, it has been raining since like two weeks ago. *shows pathetic face*

ohh uhm saturdayy.

the s2 bukhara who are in charged with the arabic programme discussed together at ustaz's house and surprisingly it was done in less than 2 hrs(?). i meaan, I LOVE MY CLASS. and im not a vry loud grl there (compared to normal), coz mummy gave me a warning to behave well there. SUCCESS!

aft that, i went home. slept. waited fr hanna to come home. and off we went to mummy's stall.

now the pictos.

I MISS MAPLE LEHHH!

COFFEE BEAAAN!

2009-03-13T16:57:00.003+08:00

YO!!

after a few days of being a LONER, i am now a happy grl back again. i promised myself not to let any tears rolled down my cheeks because i feel lonely. unless when i yawn too hard. so basically, no tears frm tdy onwards till ALLAH knows when.

FAQs!

Q. Why did you suddenly become happy?
A. Because i had a date with myself earlier tdy.

Q. Who in the whole wide world date with themselves?
A. ME! shuttup if you dnt.

Q. Where's your date?
A. Coffee Bean to home.

Q. What did you do?
A. I treat myself to WHITE CHOCOLATE DREAM.

Q. Why?
A. Because i successfully carried on with life tdyy.

Q. How much did you spend on your date?
A. erkk, ard 8 bucks...

------------end of FAQ------------

and here i am blogging again because the NEW HAPPY SYARIFAH IS BACK! hahhh. so if you see me superduper lonely and didnt knw the reason, then just ask fr th reason. if there's something hurting me, GO BUY LARGE WHITE CHOCOLATE DREAM to heal it. then i'll love you like how a dog love a cat! xD

TODAY WENT SMOOOOOOOOTHLYYYYY!

CONGRATS NISA' AND THE SEC 2 SELAWAT GUYS! YAY!

tdy was the finale fr the whole maulidur rasul thingyy. and i love it! eventhough i feeel so weird because im like a loner and i go searching ard fr RARAH when she's just beside me. now that's weird. iloveher okehhh! so there's like the prize presentation fr the sajak, selawat and azan. and there's a performance done by the teachers. FANTABULOUS honestlyyy.

then our break clashed with the p1's break. so ta-daaa, i was famished. at the void deck i was searching fr someone who i didnt knw who when i felt someone pulling on my uni. the i look up, there stand nureeen tugging on my uniform. so i had my break with her. the $1 fishball noodles was surprisingly enough fr me. i just cant believe it.

so it was english! we had the voting fr the best plays and also going through answers on our compre and grammar book. HAHHH. then malay, did our buku kerja.

then solat jumaat, i sat with DYDEE, mataer! talktalktalk till we drop.hahhh, i cant believe that actually i had lots of friends but im the one who's super stupid to not realize it. so the peeeer tutors outing is like on thursday. HORT PARK lehhh!

theeeen! it's time to go home.

but sadly, syiqin's super duper stressed with her rangka karangan so i had to help her. c'mon, wht are freinds fr right? gave her some ideas and DONE. we went home togedda!

but i alighted at BOON LAY to get to JP. i actually wanted to go CWP but unfortunately, my ezlink card was low on cash so, JP it is. bought the WHITE CHOCOLATE DREAM. and off home! I LOVE TODAAAY!

it's hanna's wish. she posted on her blog that i always say it's a bad day everyday but todayy, HONESTLYY, I LOVE IT!

k byeeee readers!

HECTIC HECTIC HECTIC.

2009-03-11T18:05:00.003+08:00

HELLO.

i hereby admit that tdy's the worst day of this year so far. when i gt neglected and ignored like as if im invisible and dont even exist in this whole entire world. therefore, i hate being this way. i hate being emo. but wht can i evr do to make me feel better. it hurts. it just freaking hurts.

moving on...

this week's a maulidur rasul week. yip! and the whole week was filled with many interesting competition such as... berazan, berdeklimasikan sajak( that i couldnt even be bothered to participate) and selawat. ohh yeaaaa, it's super duper cooool.

this week's a not-so busy week! which is a goood news like evr. so i just got a chance to blog because my sister was using it fr like the whole hectic weeek fr her. and nxt week gonna be a term break fr me but not fr my dearest sister. GCE 'O' LEVEL whaaat. JIA YOUUS HANNA!

frankly speaking, she's beeen a really hard working grl since like the beginning of this year. she's been leaving the computer to let her own sister use it (which is me) for her revisions. she really push herself hard this yeaar. HAHHH! Persevere Until Success Happens.(:

so yesterday was peeeer tutor. the tutees were like having tests and nabs and me just went out the classroom like nobody's business to go search fr food and drinks and tissue(?)! mcm main sadin je kuar itu klas. then went home like norm.5:30 but reached home a lil earlier. now that's how i like it.

i slept at 8pm last night. why? because i was exhausted frm going to the library alone. searching fr books. ohh LOL. i think im done now.(:

byeeeee!

p/s: read my sister's blog post dated march 09. i cried reading it.(: RANDOM!

babyCHAMPION's

2009-03-07T12:41:00.002+08:00

heyyyyy BLOGREADERS.

a few things to update.

i think i've beeeen such a naughty grl this year even if it is still march frst quarter of the year. i think i have this feeeling called crush? GOSSSH. syarifah syazanatul aisyah is superduper not feeling so good abt this feeling. experienced and it hurts. so, i mind my own business till NOW. goshh, why me!

k whtevrr.

i lve the talk between the sec1 and sec2 grls. ABOUT BGR. of course mesti jgk adr yg teraser but i feel cool abt it coz im not interested with this thing called bgr. it's nice, honestly. GIRL TALK. dari mata jatuh ke hati. but of course, i was so sleeepy so i wasnt paying attn that much. sometimes i hate my life because when it comes to something important it just "poof" missed it.
but this time i didnt missed much of tit.

ohh and i think im sweet that's why some ants just got on my arms and strt crawling abt. itching me i guess. but it feels gooood.

kk whtevrr it is,
I MISS HANNA!
she's off to camp last night. NPCC mahh. tdy aftn she'll be back. i miss our talks. and i miss one little thing to tell you last morning. ughhh, i shouldnt have.

i was supposed to go to the hospital tdy but my lazy head just scared it'll doze off there at the vry time i reached.

hospitals. wht'd you expect right? now im sleeeepy. my bad because i slept late last night becauce i played maple till dawn. ohh well, byebyeee!

im coming home im coming home xD

2009-03-05T19:00:00.002+08:00

heyy blogreaders.
another update, YAY!
noni love this part, i knw.

school was fun tdy eventhough i was crying till mr I saw me. LOL. stop calling me that boy's name uhh. it's not like i hate it but it's irritating oi! imagine someone calling you boys' names when you just treat that particular as a FRIEND. yes, it's irritating. and it's more irritating-er when you dont put the blame on yourself when you did it. SAD! so stop calling me that boy's name because my name is SYARIFAH. too hard? just call SHERRY lorrhh. hmphh.

thenthen, other than that it was fun, HONESTLY. eventhough it looked kindda mundane when im like the sleepiest grl in class. except that i dnt sleeeep during classes.

nabilah was cute during frst recess. i ate rice with chicken curry. and i was full. she went on putting the rice left on her plate which was like blooody much. AND TA-DAAA i was bloated and there came diarrhea. the moral of tdy's recess story DONT EAT MORE THAN WHAT YOU CAN.

second recess, dont wnna talk abt it.

then quran was fun. i've memorized surah jin fluently but when it came to memorize with ustaz, my mind totally went blank. LOL right?!

thenn off home. took 1 min train and blablabla, ta-daaa im HOME!

2009-03-04T19:59:00.002+08:00

HEYYY AN UPDATE
after a longlong wait,
at last, i found time to blog abt my weeeeek.

gahhh.
whtevrr it is, it has been a super long week fr me. a bad week to be more exact. eventhough it was filled with joy and smiles, still i am not satisfied with wht i get aft everything that has happened.

not tests.
not moodswings.

but friends.
so fr the frst time, im gonna rant abt friends who are not really my type but still i befriend them.

the bad ones will not be mentioned by name, but the goood will.

bad or good frst? xD

bad ehh?
sometimes no matter how much you trynna avoid this someone, you will still end up with them. even when you said you wanna take revenge but it hurts to see it's you getting hurt. no, i dnt knw, the KARMA i said is gonna happen is not happening but history repeats. now i feeel really stupid. the same exact thing happened just now. we were in the same cabin, the same place but when i alight and look back, ta-daa, she wasnt there! therefore without anything better to do, i found her with her another friend. YES, this is life.

and i asked myself,

1) am i too soft to people till they actually make me stupid?
2) does everyone planned to neglect me?
3) is this how it feels like to be left out?
4) why in the matter of fact did i let this happen?

i have gotten all these answers alrd except number 4.

gooood one now!
nabs is such a best buddy. and so is najihah. and not frgetting nureen. nabs made me feel better when actually this whole thingy happened. najihah listened to whtevr i have to rant abt. nureen accompanies me whenevrr i need her. stick like velcro i should say. she sould say stick like glue. LOL. sometimes, friends are always the ones who would brighten up our days. true friends will sacrifice their happiness fr th day just fr us. see how WONDERFUL friends are.

-peace out!

Hantaran Puteri Gunung Warisan. xD

2009-02-27T18:55:00.002+08:00

YO!

tdy, malay lesson was nice. it's abt dikir barat and this is one of the song that cikgu let the whole class listen to.
LISTEN UHH!

Hantaran Puteri Gunung Warisan - Dikir Temasek

and the lyrics

Hantaran Puteri Gunung Warisan
Bukan zamrud bukan manikam
Bukan emas dan berlian

Tujuh talam hati kuman
Air mata anak dara tujuh tempayan
Kesemuanya bukan tuntutan
Jembatan emas juga bukan
Yang dipinta hanyalah
Kesetiaan, kerelaan dan keikhlasan.

---awak-awak comes in---

Antara ribuan lamaran Putera Diraja
Puteri Gunung Warisan menerima lamaran tarsah yang papa
Kerana hantaran tarsah
Adalah hatinya
Bertakhtakan cinta dan keikhlasan di jiwa

---awak-awak comes in---

Ibarat dian yang membakar diri sendiri
Begitulah tarsah menyinarkan cahaya bakti
Segalanya demi Puteri Gunung Warisan yang dicintai
Agar wajah sang puteri kelihatan berseri

---awak-awak comes in---

then cikgu said there's one celebrity was in dikir barat once. then cikgu said didicazli. and i became super duper excited until cikgu tegur. HAH. nice one syarifah. c'mon im like the die hard fan of didicazli ehh.

the whole day was nice until...
when going home frm school. let's call the grl a she uhh. i dun wanna make it a fuss all over it. She went home before me when she said she wanted to stay behind fr a while. =.=" now this is soo over the limit uhh. not this only. i thought of going home with her so i alighted at AMK and went back to braddell.

but SADLY, i was like left alone. i was like ughhh. like nobody talked to me. just like as if im going home alone. so wht did i do? I BLASTED MY HANDPHONE'S MUSIC PLAYER so that whtevrr she was going to say doesnt bug me much. nasib uhh tk pekak.

then regretted. whtevrr it is, i wanna make this a promise to myself. dont go home with her when she doesnt want to go home with me.i dnt care how hard it is. just dont be shcked when this happened to her uh. KARMA dude. what goes ard comes ard. it's just beyond the limit.

IM SO SORRY BLOGREADERS!

k byeeeee!

heyyy, POST 221!

2009-02-26T18:32:00.002+08:00

sorry fr not updating aye.
weeks had been super packed with tests. but at last, they ended as soon as i needed time to relax my mind.
i dnt knw, but i've been a lil pressurised these few weeks. all my mind was focused at was studies. how i sometimes wish that this thing nvr goes away. ok lol.
been having mood swings these few days. HAHAH, since when syarifah have mood swings right? not really uhh. i was just tired with activities in school.

LET'S UPDATE!

mondayy, i fasted. payed back the ones which i missed in ramadhan. so was super tired. and there was fiqh and tafsir tests. so i was like a total freak for being such a pathetic grl and study the hardest like nobody's business. at last, both papers were easy. LOL. let's just not say easy but average. lol. the favourite part is when i go home. because that's the only day i went home earlier than the days this week.

then came tuesday, there was science test. i studied like a freak too the previous night. suddenly, there's an urge to frgt abt mapling. HOW GOOD! the most pathetic thing that happened the previous night was i studied light and then, when i arrived school on tht day some people were like "syarifah, masuk cumer electricity laa." i thought that the revision fr light was just a waste of time. =.=" day ended with MATHS peer tutor service. went home late

fuhhh, wednesday nxt! hadith test! now it was more relax. i didnt spend the whole night studying hadith coz i knw hadith wont be that difficult. so the next day wasnt really the bad thing. but the opposite words were baaaad. i struggled to answer. SHOULDNT BE TOO RELAX EHH!

TODAYYY! yay. the last day of tests. no more tmr. last night was the freakiest. i slept with my exercise book by my side. tauhid was tdy. how goooood can that be. i studied tauhid the whole night frgetting abt quran. CARELESSS! OMG.

now i can strt playing maple again. woooohoooo!